On the other hand, I might be too fast. Since I'm deaf, I do a lot of my communicating through typing on my phone and showing the screen to people, so I'm probably faster (and more wordy) than most. Please take your time.
That's exactly the same for me, though. Even with the gaps in memory, seeing everything through his (my, if you want to go that route) eyes is what gets me the most. His feelings come across too genuinely for me to really feel like it's a hallucination.
If it's okay to ask, is your personality similar to the way it was in your memories? My memory self is a lot like... well, me. So when someone came along who said such kind things, things that apply to me as I am now, it's easy to blur those lines. If it's the same for you, I definitely know where you're coming from.
Don't worry, though. It isn't painful. I just wish I could meet him and thank him for everything, you know?
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That's exactly the same for me, though. Even with the gaps in memory, seeing everything through his (my, if you want to go that route) eyes is what gets me the most. His feelings come across too genuinely for me to really feel like it's a hallucination.
If it's okay to ask, is your personality similar to the way it was in your memories? My memory self is a lot like... well, me. So when someone came along who said such kind things, things that apply to me as I am now, it's easy to blur those lines. If it's the same for you, I definitely know where you're coming from.
Don't worry, though. It isn't painful. I just wish I could meet him and thank him for everything, you know?