Elda Marker (
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retrospec2018-08-16 05:37 pm
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Texts from Late Night
[ Posted sometime around like four in the morning: ]
Has anyone else found themselves falling in love with someone in those memories we all get? That might feel a little extreme, but the face has been sticking with me for a while now.
Has anyone else found themselves falling in love with someone in those memories we all get? That might feel a little extreme, but the face has been sticking with me for a while now.
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It's been a real adjustment to things
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my memories are mostly just strange
and the city itself is a mess
but i still find it pretty endearing so far
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but that's a part of it
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i've lasted 36 years at least
and i have yet to have my desire to live forever be interrupted
so i'm doing pretty great so far
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That's fun, though
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and besides with advancements in modern medicine who knows what will be possible in my lifetime
assuming that i don't get fancy superpowers to go with those big plans of mine
i haven't gotten any yet
maybe retrospec dislikes me
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so i was either very smart
very rich
or had very nice powers
i also remember time just stopping sometimes
so maybe i had fancy time powers
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Maybe you did. I'm not sure anything's impossible at this point, honestly.
But that also makes sense, charm and luck can only get someone so far.
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thank you by the way
for not being weird about the whole bad person thing
some people don't seem to take that well
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The woman I'm also a part of has her own crimes to her name too.
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complete with ranting about my motives in a vague way to someone who wasn't even listening
so if it's any consolation i was hitting every cliche in the book
while i was apparently trying very firmly and earnestly to end the world
no idea if i actually did it or not
if i didn't then that's kind of a shame but no great loss
if i did then well
i guess i know why i'm here now don't i
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So... ]
It would mean that your plan was very absolute, wouldn't it? We're all here because we were soul shard floating in space supposedly, right? Ending the world and yourself is a very intense way to do it.
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it almost makes me hope i didn't manage
that would be a little much even by my standards
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It might just not be my taste in things but the whole world ending doesn't even sound that beautiful to me
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if you want me to be entirely honest
and not just flippant about it
thats probably because it isn't
i thought i had something to gain from it
ending the world i mean
i said i would get back everything i lost
i'm not sure how ending the world was conducive to that
that seems a little
i don't know
counterproductive?
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But huh that's quite the plan.
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i promise i won't be offended
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