[ May couldn't... really argue with that. Because she honestly didn't know why she'd stuck with it. None of her current life felt earned, but she hadn't run away from it, either, to continue being a bum living in a ship in the harbor, picking pockets to pay for groceries. She hadn't gone back to that... and part of it was because... ]

Yin woulda given me all the shit in the world... if I'd turned any of this down, even if I hadn't earned it...

But it's so hard to keep it up without her here to share it with. She was the only person... who ever loved me for who I was...