i don't want to be, but i'm afraid of how she'll react if i say that i'm having a rough time of things and i need to be. away from my sisters for a while. if i just say that outright. it's not running away, i'm not running away, i'm still here for them, i just need time for myself too and she's just getting worse and worse and i can't do anything to help her because she won't let anybody help her and i'm so worried about her but i'm so, so scared of her and i shouldn't be and i hate it
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i don't want to be, but i'm afraid of how she'll react if i say that i'm having a rough time of things and i need to be. away from my sisters for a while. if i just say that outright. it's not running away, i'm not running away, i'm still here for them, i just need time for myself too and she's just getting worse and worse and i can't do anything to help her because she won't let anybody help her and i'm so worried about her but i'm so, so scared of her and i shouldn't be and i hate it