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thesettingsunBeen a while since I asked a vague personal question on the network! Probably because I lost network access for a while there, but still. I'm overdue.
So, quick summary, past me was Bad and I do not want to be like him. He also was older than me at the end of his life, and he had kids. He was not a great dad. Not like an abusive parent or anything, and I think he loved them as much as he was capable, but that's not very much.
What does it say that I'm thinking more lately about whether I want kids someday? Now that I have this example of 'me' messing it up?
So, quick summary, past me was Bad and I do not want to be like him. He also was older than me at the end of his life, and he had kids. He was not a great dad. Not like an abusive parent or anything, and I think he loved them as much as he was capable, but that's not very much.
What does it say that I'm thinking more lately about whether I want kids someday? Now that I have this example of 'me' messing it up?
