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[he can't believe it's easier to confess things to the internet than talking about them irl but. well. thanks fucking speech bubbles.]

know most of us are in that not my memories not me state so this'll probably be an unpopular question.

i need to get back more memories. seem to only get them while dying but i promised not to do that anymore. no drugs either.

[although given his memories, they'd probably help]

i've got five people i need to know more about. and a freakish reindeer. might be a raccoon. whatever. don't give me shit.

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and link a character? are there even characters that look like weird muscular reindeer-raccoons?

Seriously. On two legs?

The earliest mammals to mind that're visibly muscular are kangaroos.

sort of like that? more muscular and more reindeer. and a hat. and shorts.

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That sounds scary.

yeah i guess. he's not though.

don't know why i know that. just do.

Maybe he was a pet.

A big strong pet alright with dress-up. Do you keep pets now?

no. never really wanted one.

doesn't make sense.

I told my friend that too. Then he gave me a rock and a marimo so they'd be low-maintenance.
Could be someone else's, like one of the six.

Didn't you mention sailing on clouds before? Were there other weird creatures in your memories? Chances are it might not have an earth-equivalent, like a fantasy figure.

that's the problem with most of it. remember giant snakes. an octopus man. getting tortured by a guy made of lightning. remember those ghost things from last month? i think those are from me too.

Okay, you're right, I'm surprised you're among the group that wants to know more about that other life.

It sounds exhausting just imagining it.

they just feel important.

I know. Otherwise you wouldn't have made this post. Low effort as it is.

Do any of them have an equivalent in your normal memories? In appearance or personality.

[ Ritsu's certainly jealous of the implication his other self never lost his brother, but that's not something he's ready to share to anyone right now. ]

yeah.

she's not related.

And you're sure of this because?

because i am. leave it alone.

Sorry, I forgot your default demeanor was rude. Even when being answered about inquiries for help.

it's personal.

the kind no one gets to know.

she's not related.

[that's the best explanation he's given anyone ritsu. feel honored.]

The more you insist she isn't, it actually sounds like she is but you're in denial.

Like something bad happened in one or both lives.

[THEY HAD A GOOD THING GOING HERE RITSU WHY U GOTTA RUIN IT JUST RESPECT HIS PRIVACY]

she doesn't have anything to do with the crew alright?! i know what i need to know about her! drop it!

Decide first if you really want the whole of that other life or not.

You shouldn't cherry-pick.

how many warnings do i need to give you brat?

you're pushing a line you don't want to cross.

I never said you have to share it to me. I'm just saying you shouldn't disregard what you don't feel like facing at the moment. People get that. I get that. These memories aren't always pretty. They're often not.

But seeing as I've ticked you off enough as is, I'll leave it at that.

[usually zoro doesn't care about the final word bUT]

don't you ever think i forget her.
even for a moment.

[IT'S JUST... KIND OF THE TOUCHIEST SUBJECT... HOW DID ALL THESE THREADS GO SOUTH

OK BYE HE'S DONE]

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