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Naoto Shirogane ([personal profile] truedetective) wrote in [community profile] retrospec2017-06-01 01:41 pm

I reach out to the truth; text

It's no secret that what we've experienced over the past several months has been unnatural, to say the least. Things that shouldn't be possible have been occurring with regularity. Our memories have been changing, our physical bodies have been changing, the world has been changing, and sometimes it seems that though we are the only ones aware of it.

Upon observation and analysis, I have a theory-- rather, a hypothesis. I'm not entirely happy with it, because it seems ridiculous even to me. Yet it would seem to explain everything that is going on here. I've yet to encounter a piece of evidence that would disprove it... though I welcome any suggestions, because as I've said, I don't like the implications either.

Before we get to my hypothesis, let's examine the oddities we've faced.

1) Memory alteration, version 1. (Which may in fact be memory preservation.) We are the only ones aware of changes to the world and the prior state, such as the existence of horses.

2) Memory alteration, version 2. We have awakened to "hallucinomemories" of things that seem impossible, of lives we've never lived, of people we've never met. Often, these memories accompany us remembering skills and abilities that return fully and immediately-- such as a completely new set of languages spoken.

3) Physical changes. Eye color, hair color, even physical limbs changing to something new.

4) World changes. We all shrank, temporarily, while the rest of the world did not.

It is worth noting that these only ever apply to users on Retrospec. There doesn't seem to be any instance of non-Retrospec users encountering these; moreover, people who did not previously use Retrospec but who were given access to the app suddenly began experiencing these as well. For that reason, I believe Retrospec users are "awakened" of some kind. I don't know if that's the best term, I'm not a writer.

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But I digress. The point is this: I believe that this world is a simulation of some kind. We are inside some sort of vast computer program.

However, we are real people. I don't know whether our physical bodies are hooked up to some computer in "reality" or our minds were copied, but we existed elsewhere at some point. This is the reason for items 2 and 3: The "hallucinomemories" we've been having, the skills we've been relearning, the physical changes... these aren't invented. We're remembering our real selves, our prior lives. I'm sure of this much; I have personally remembered shared experiences with other "awakened" Retrospec users, with shared details that none of us had told the other.

This also explains items 4 and 1. As a simulation, the world and its parameters can be changed. It would be trivial to change our size, or to replace horses with chocobos.

Retrospec is the key to this, obviously. I do not yet know whether it is intrinsic to our being "awakened" or if it merely exists as a means for the simulation operators to keep tabs on us. But it, and the company behind it, do seem to be the masterminds.

Think about it: Isn't it odd that a social media company would limit its presence to a single city? Where are the nationwide Retrospec users, where are the international ones? Does that mean that this city alone is the simulator?

Again, I am aware that this seems far fetched. But this theory does seem to explain every question we've encountered, and I can't think of any data to disprove it. If you know of any information that might make this less likely, I eagerly await it.

I don't like the idea of being a data simulation any more than you all do. But I am resolved to find the truth, even if it's unpleasant.

-N
true_noir: (Cloak13)

[personal profile] true_noir 2017-06-01 06:17 pm (UTC)(link)
I am not yet willing, Naoto, to yield to this theory. I agree that, on the surface, it explains a few things, but there are still potential holes. While the app does not have members outside of the city, I have still met people that have left it, so we aren't limited to this place entirely.

[Though really, the distance they'd talked about was barely past the woods, so she wasn't sure it really counted.]

Some of the things we experience don't even seem to fit what little I have seen of a simulation. I'm not entirely convinced. I do think it's a possible description, and perhaps it might prove correct. But I also think that now that we are into the "Fantastic," there are other possibilities that we may not have even guessed at.

Keep searching, sir, but I'm not quite ready to make a final judgment. Not yet, anyway.
true_noir: (Hmmm)

[personal profile] true_noir 2017-06-01 07:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Officer Togusa, so a user. You'll have to discuss with him exact details. I didn't inquire too deeply.

And yes, like I said, there is a possibility. I don't deny that it might explain some of the things, but if we're being very thorough, so might a trio of witches who summoned us from our lives in countless alternate realities and who cast magic spells on us that we see as the app.

I'm not saying you're wrong, but I don't think I'm at the point where this is the impossible explanation I accept. I will, however, agree that the explanation is almost certainly something we would normally consider impossible, and which we won't like in the end.
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[personal profile] true_noir 2017-06-01 10:03 pm (UTC)(link)
I prefer technology to magic, but at the point that a species is changed, the distinction between the two is hard to see. So, I'm willing to entertain other options until we have very clear proof one way or another.

It would also be an incredibly detailed simulation to fabricate years of memories.
true_noir: (Hmmm)

[personal profile] true_noir 2017-06-02 02:05 am (UTC)(link)
Easier if there is a program. Then again, I know one or two who said that at first, the people seemed to notice changes to their body. They stopped eventually, just like it was the chocobo, but it was not immediate.

Computer programs do not happen gradually like that. I recall patches to a video game once. It happened immediately.
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[personal profile] true_noir 2017-06-02 10:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Possible. Like I said, it could be a logical explanation, though it also leaves question marks that don't fit a computer program. Of course, I'm not actually a programmer.

Maybe I'll call Tim.


[Someone checked the app for a name.

...well, shit.]
true_noir: (Hmmm)

[personal profile] true_noir 2017-06-04 07:30 pm (UTC)(link)
He's a student in technology who might have helped. But, he's not on the app anymore, so I will have to speak I think with Lee or someone else.
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[personal profile] true_noir 2017-06-06 11:37 pm (UTC)(link)
It's like with Mikoto. It probably means that he won't remember any of Retrospec, or he will think it is normal. He might remember us, but he won't understand.

It can be very difficult to talk to people like that, and I barely knew Tim, other than that he was gifted.
true_noir: (Hmmm)

[personal profile] true_noir 2017-06-07 04:53 am (UTC)(link)
I spoke to someone who received the app again after losing awareness. They had no idea how it happened, and just forgot, then remembered. It was very surreal for her.

That? I will not entirely disagree with. They aren't completely trustworthy, but I don't think I can operate while doubting them too much. It gets confusing at a certain point.
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[personal profile] true_noir 2017-06-12 12:20 am (UTC)(link)
We do need to at least be willing to consider the impossible or unlikely, yes. All of the unlikely possibilities, I would say, but all the same, we have to be more open minded than we are right now.
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[personal profile] true_noir 2017-06-13 03:40 am (UTC)(link)
Agreed. Listen, I will contact you if I find out anything of interest, ok? In the meantime, thank you for giving me something to think about.