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Angela Aust 🦋 (Aigis) ([personal profile] androidheart) wrote in [community profile] retrospec2018-01-29 11:38 pm

i

It stings and bites
worse yet, week to week
where my Ghostly fingertips
long again for your sallow cheek

I couldn't if I dared
and I wouldn't, as I've tried
to look beyond something like "You and I"
where I could sing,
with a Broken guitar string
and a heart to match
a girl that Lied
and never looked back

I want to quit,
and yet I can't
I want to sit,
and yet I shan't
bereft of former heart and soul
take what Remains and make me Whole
held against your chest
there is nothing else Left
floret: (we pulled the draft files out)

[personal profile] floret 2018-02-02 07:49 am (UTC)(link)
I think there are times when telling a lie like that is part of the way we're trying to make it into the truth.

Does she wish she hadn't lied?
I mean, would it have changed things?
floret: (and the new dead leaves—)

[personal profile] floret 2018-02-02 08:14 am (UTC)(link)
Maybe, but
If we delay anything for long enough, maybe it'll stop being inevitable?
Or
We'll be able to figure out better ways to deal with it when it gets there.