spes_phthisica: (I hope you know that)
Okita Souji ([personal profile] spes_phthisica) wrote in [community profile] retrospec2018-04-30 06:33 pm

text | into the mess that scalpels make



Soujirou Katsuki

4/30 near Tribunal Terrace 



you know, normally I'd probably come up with some kind of excuse for why I've been kind of reclusive and like
nowadays, basically ANYTHING would sound plausible, right?
"I got back memories suggesting I was a serial killer and I've been avoiding people for the public good"
or
"I've become possessed with the spirit of a hermit"
or
"I now have the power to turn people into pudding with my eyes"

btw if this has happened to anyone, I'm sorry I was just really insensitive (ㄒoㄒ)

but I guess the truth is that my health took a huge dip and I've been in and out of hospital for a bit
and I don't like talking about that much at all but
yeah
they're considering a lung transplant if I can get my health better so I guess hit me with all the classic social media health tips?
not kombucha tho I would rather die thanks y(^ー^)y

also I'm so incredibly bored, please send cat vids or something

drydrown: the magna carta's a nice suggestion (HAUGHTY ♡ judging like john marshall)

[personal profile] drydrown 2018-05-01 03:04 am (UTC)(link)
Well, that's depressing; honestly, I think I would have preferred the memories of being a serial killer.

But then, I'm terrible at offering people my condolences.


[...There's a huge pause before another is sent.]

Sympathies. It's sympathies when people are still alive, isn't it.
drydrown: congratulations! (BOW ♡ it's fucking nothing!)

[personal profile] drydrown 2018-05-01 03:17 am (UTC)(link)
Glad to be of service, I suppose.

I can send you a picture of my cat if you want, but in the meantime - and in the interest of entertainment - what sort of warrior were you?
drydrown: those shoes with that dress though (EHHH ♡ now wait just a minute)

[personal profile] drydrown 2018-05-01 03:35 am (UTC)(link)
Well! You're doing far better than I am, at any rate. Apparently I used to be a knight of some sort, though not from any world that even halfway resembles Earth.
drydrown: the magna carta's a nice suggestion (HAUGHTY ♡ judging like john marshall)

[personal profile] drydrown 2018-05-01 03:43 am (UTC)(link)
It is, yes. Unfortunately, I don't have any magic that I know of; I was more of the swordsmanship and politics sort. Not a particularly kind one, either, if we're taking the deadly route.
drydrown: we have no use for you here (TCH ♡ looks like you've been busy)

[personal profile] drydrown 2018-05-01 04:47 pm (UTC)(link)
I wouldn't say mine are all that terrible, though the most exciting thing I've remembered so far is dying. It wasn't a pleasant way to go, either.

So take that as you will, I suppose.
drydrown: those plates are totally relevant and useful (CAST ♡ mimura said what now)

[personal profile] drydrown 2018-05-01 09:00 pm (UTC)(link)
I know a lot of people died because of me, but I don't remember explicitly murdering anyone. Not for want of trying; I was stopped before I could, once.
drydrown: the magna carta's a nice suggestion (HAUGHTY ♡ judging like john marshall)

[personal profile] drydrown 2018-05-05 08:12 pm (UTC)(link)
It was more that I decided to play judge, jury, and executioner when I encountered a group of criminals that I was supposed to arrest. A lack of following due process, I suppose, outside of the notion that there certainly was a process involved and I was definitely doing it.
me_matey: (the man who would be king)

[personal profile] me_matey 2018-05-01 05:09 pm (UTC)(link)
hey whoa wait lung transplant?
me_matey: (even now the feeling seems to steal away)

[personal profile] me_matey 2018-05-02 09:39 pm (UTC)(link)
thats



pretty heavy, im so sorry
me_matey: (may there always be everlasting light)

[personal profile] me_matey 2018-05-04 04:55 am (UTC)(link)
guess thats true. i aint about to start mournin u either.
me_matey: (haul away you'll hear me sing)

[personal profile] me_matey 2018-05-07 01:13 am (UTC)(link)
hell ye dude give the reaper the bird and tell em to get bent
windowdressing: (let mine not be counted among them)

[personal profile] windowdressing 2018-05-03 01:27 am (UTC)(link)
If it's any reassurance, the medical facilities here are pretty good with that kind of thing, even if it obviously fucking sucks going through it regardless.

I had a bone marrow transplant there over a decade ago, and I'm still here now, so.


[ ...anyway here's a brief video of his beautiful queen staring into the kitchen sink with grave alarm after the garbage disposal is turned on for half a second. ]
windowdressing: (you're looking for some permanence)

[personal profile] windowdressing 2018-05-07 11:01 am (UTC)(link)
I mean, immediately before, I felt terrible, since I had to go through several days of chemo in preparation for it. Though I assume that's not what you're asking.

[ hm. he's never really talked about this, or even thought too hard on it, so he doesn't have an immediate answer. ]

I don't know, I was a kid with no friends who hadn't done much. I didn't have much of a life, so I don't think I cared that much about how it turned out, as long as I didn't have to keep feeling like shit all the time. I was more scared of suffering through possible complications than of dying.

[ ...this really is an awkward conversation shift, but he brought it on himself. ]

I'm sure she'll be flattered to hear that. :)