fourth ensemble;

[adoringpast]

wow it's been a while since i made a post here
and i've been on this app for a year now, actually
feels like yesterday when we were all shrunk into the size of ants or something

but speaking of my one-year loyalty award in this shitter
i've remembered a lot of things since then and the weirdest thing i've noticed is that
all of my memories so far happened in high school
and it's weird because you'd think we'd get memories of anything beyond that or even before that
but no, it's always that one phase in everyone's life

so my question is: has anyone here remembered more than one phase of their life so far?
like their childhood? or maybe their adult years or whatever?
you don't have to tell me your life story if you don't want to but there's got to be someone out there who actually remembered more than that

Comments

[crudest]

maybe your brain can't handle memories from more than one phase of your life

[adoringpast]

says the one who regressed to 12-year-old insults

[crudest]

or you don't feel like listening to an actual theory
can't you read?
if everyone else is getting memories from other periods in their life maybe the problem's you
oohhhh scary

[adoringpast]

[ we all can't be child soldiers pre-yumenosaki, y'know ]

are you only here to berate me or are you actually going to answer my original post
if not then fuck off, i have shit to do

[crudest]

i gave my answer
it was an educated guess
i guess you just didn't like it

[adoringpast]

yeah i feel educated all right
except not really
that's way too fucking vague? and im asking if you yourself remembered something else
unless that's way too intrusive for you?

[crudest]

you should probably
learn to read
if you plan to communicate through text for the extended future

anyway
the answer is yes
of course
because things in my life mattered outside school

[adoringpast]

[ huffs!! ]

fine, my bad
maybe i should post a video call next time but that would be even more of a hassle

though hearing that you and everyone else here remembering things outside school ticks me off a little
i don't even know what i've been doing wrong all this time

[crudest]

well
do you have a life

[would it kill him to be nice for once

just once]

[adoringpast]

yes, shockingly enough
i mean i can choose not to reply to you right now and move tf on with my life yet here we are

[crudest]

sounds like bad choices on your part
not my fault
but maybe the other you didn't have anything else that mattered

[adoringpast]

you're the one who replied, though?

but when you put it that way
everyone in my memories took high school way too seriously
which is why i want to remember something less... intense, maybe?
too bad retrospec doesn't come with a guide on how to trigger these by yourself

[crudest]

yeah
it's called killing time

your high school was
intense?
doing what
pep rallies?
overdosing on starbucks?

[adoringpast]

you sure are killing it, all right

all i can say is that
there were a shitton of concerts and trauma involved
i guess it's bc the entire student body or at least the ones i've met in that world and this one are extra as fuck but jfc

[crudest]

concerts? trauma?
kids these days
did none of you have hobbies

[adoringpast]

i used to be a model in my memories too so at least i have that
not sure about the others though but i like to think they're into other shit too but as a coping mechanism
it was that
extra

[crudest]

did you consider modeling your hobby?
that might be the first issue

[adoringpast]

i also remembered taking up ballet and teaching some guys the basics for a school festival, but that was it
modeling and high school drama stood out to me the most
and it's tiring? did we even graduate after all that

[crudest]

you know how some people say high school is the best years of their lives
imagine
if that was actually true for you

[adoringpast]

lmao i can only imagine it tbh
i mean i did remember some nice things out of it so maybe it shouldn't be all that bad?
and that i was just overreacting as usual bc it's fucking high school of all things
but if some of these memories are traumatizing me and my peers it definitely wasn't a good three years for most of us

[crudest]

cross your fingers and hope you didn't peak in high school then

[adoringpast]

i have better things to talk about than past high school trauma, you know
you just aren't aware of it

[crudest]

it was your question...
in relation to your memories..............
that are all from the same time period like you said yourself.........................
what the fuck do you want from me

[adoringpast]

you're implying that it's all im going to talk about from now on, weren't you?
i'd rather peak in college if you ask me but i can't have that either
if i actually did go to college

[crudest]

i'm implying that anyone who peaks in high school is kinda pathetic sure
but who knows
maybe it was just the most active period in your life
so no wonder you're getting a concentrated portion of memories from it
and college was less stressful
or something