004 ★ do you want to talk about murder? ( forward dated to midnight on 6/18 )

[promisedyou]

[as reference, this post is posted before this when the clock strikes midnight and the 17th turns to the 18th!]

I need help as soon as possible - if anyone here can help with healing a possible terminal disease, let me know and we can talk details. Money isn't an issue.

And for those who might have seen me yesterday, can you message me? There's some things I would like to speak to guys about. It's important.

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[usurpers]

Talk to Zee.

[promisedyou]

Why?

[usurpers]

I had something similar tied into my powers that cut my lifespan down with use. I didn’t have too much time left with them.
I spoke to Zee about it and he guaranteed he wants to keep us alive. He doesn’t work on it directly, but he does give the problem to people who do.

[promisedyou]

That doesn't matter to me.

By the time he gives that problem to people who can work on it, it will already be too late.

[usurpers]

I thought I’d die the next day and I’m still here. Why are you rejecting one of the only chances you probably have?

[promisedyou]

Because I don't trust Retrospec.

[usurpers]

It’s not like you have anything more important to lose.
I hope you find what you’re looking for either way.

[promisedyou]

[That's... honestly kind of ironic considering, yeah. She doesn't. She's already lost the most important thing.]

Maybe.

But thank you.

[usurpers]

[ he really wishes he can help more, but—

freedom of choice. at least he did what he could. ]

They don’t deliberately give these to us. They know as much about our memories and repercussions to abilities as we do, which isn’t a lot.
If you have no where else to go, give it thought.

[promisedyou]

The fact that it isn't deliberate doesn't make it any better.

[In fact, it makes it worse, in some ways. Does that mean she's just simply unlucky?]

I'll use it as a last resort if there's nothing else.

[usurpers]

It means there’re ways around it.
Just don’t give up.