Late on the 29th

[wordcarvings]

I think, I might need to rename my place. Having it named after lemons... It's going to cause a bittersweet, painful feeling for as long as I have these additional memories, now.

I don't know what I would rename it to though, even coming up with the current name took a lot of imagination.

On another note...question..Well. Is it possible to change your username on twitter? (That is what it's called, right?) The part that's in the link, I mean.

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[floret]

Maybe
Something about limes instead?

[wordcarvings]

Maybe but it might be a little too closely related.

[thesettingsun]

What traumatic memory did you get about lemons?

[wordcarvings]

Um. It's not entirely traumatic, but, it concerns Chieko.

[ He could talk about his own death without much problem, but Chieko's... ]

[thesettingsun]

Oh.

That might be worse than what I was imagining, actually.

[wordcarvings]

Out of curiosity, [ and a wish for some distraction ] what were you imagining?

[thesettingsun]

Maybe there was some guy you hated who was self-absorbed, shallow, and obsessed with lemons?

[wordcarvings]

That would be much easier to deal with, if that were the case.

[thesettingsun]

Unfortunately. For name changes... what's something you like that doesn't remind you of Chieko?

[wordcarvings]

That is possibly the most difficult question that I have ever been asked.

[ HE has no clue ]

[thesettingsun]

That's kind of sad, you know? You should have interests separate from your spouse even if she were your spouse in your current life.

[And also alive.]

[wordcarvings]

I suppose, but we were very close and worked in similar fields and there wasn't much time for other things.

[thesettingsun]

Well, what did you do before you had Retrospec access?

[wordcarvings]

Paint? Most all the time.

[thesettingsun]

Did you paint anything that doesn't remind you of her?

[wordcarvings]

[ It takes such a long time for him to reply. ]




I don't think so.

[thesettingsun]

Maybe there's a happy childhood memory you could use?

[wordcarvings]

[ Have some more radio silence. And then he turns on the Private setting. ]

Yeah I, it wasn't very happy so, I don't really have many those. Nothing I can think of right now that stands out.

[thesettingsun]

I'm sorry for bringing it up. I didn't know.

[wordcarvings]

It's fine, it's not exactly anything I talk about most of the time.

[thesettingsun]

You shouldn't have to. I'm sorry I couldn't give you any ideas for your place either.

[wordcarvings]

No, that's fine, it's something I'd have to put serious thought in either way with or without suggestion from others.

[thesettingsun]

I hope you can decide on something suitable.

[wordcarvings]

Thank you, so do I.