Ah, because that's all I am, right? Good to know that I'm basically in my brother's shadow now.
[ Because this is what she expected. This is why she didn't want to be friends with either of her brother's friends; not simply because she is aware (in her head) that she doesn't deserve friends, but due to the association. ]
Training wouldn't help. On Valentine's Day, I asked if someone could teach me.
I knew that results wouldn't be immediate. But I'm simply not the athletic type. I knew that.
I knew things were going to be dangerous down there, too.
And yet I still recklessly went, anyway, even though I knew better. It doesn't matter if you guys were in the same spot or not when you first started out, I seriously don't care.
You don't have to put so much effort in caring. Just deal with Rean, instead.
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[ Because this is what she expected. This is why she didn't want to be friends with either of her brother's friends; not simply because she is aware (in her head) that she doesn't deserve friends, but due to the association. ]
Training wouldn't help. On Valentine's Day, I asked if someone could teach me.
I knew that results wouldn't be immediate. But I'm simply not the athletic type. I knew that.
I knew things were going to be dangerous down there, too.
And yet I still recklessly went, anyway, even though I knew better. It doesn't matter if you guys were in the same spot or not when you first started out, I seriously don't care.
You don't have to put so much effort in caring. Just deal with Rean, instead.