breakingvoice: (i'm better off dead)
lina g ([personal profile] breakingvoice) wrote in [community profile] retrospec 2019-03-11 06:04 pm (UTC)

oh...
i'm sorry, i think i got a little too caught up in myself, but, um.
i am proud of myself! i am, i know i'm doing a lot and i have a lot to be proud of.
it just also kind of feels silly to me that, like

this is specifically about d#nr don't worry this isn't part of a bigger Thing
but i only started playing it because a few months ago there was this weird shift in the world
and i turned into someone who was like me, but shifted a little to the side? almost?
that's a strange way of saying it... (╯•﹏•╰)

she was me, but she was me with something DIFFERENT about her, and i'm not sure what it was
but she was happy
she had problems that i don't have, but she met someone she loved more than anyone
and they were able to be there for each other, and help each other grow and learn
and they cared about each other so, so much, more than i can even remember

because a couple months later she just didn't exist anymore and i was back, the way i am now, the way i guess i've always been?
and i only had bits and pieces of who she was and what she was like

um, anyway, i guess what i'm saying is
d#nr was really important to her
so i started playing it so it doesn't feel like she's gone from who i am

sorry.
i know that was a lot.

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