Feelings that are not my own...

[blondferret]

Derek Matthews March 11, 2019 near Tisse

So general questions for you guys. Has anyone had a huge time jump in their memories suddenly? Most of my memories have been of a teenager between 12-17 years old. Now he's like... in his late 30's early 40's? Second question... has anyone had memories of a spouse and kids? Because the guy in my memories had a wife and a son... apparently. Third question: Did any of you start feeling your other self's feelings for their spouse for over two days straight? I mean, man did this guy love his wife. Which is nice I guess for him... but dang. Has anyone else had to experience this?

Comments

[blondferret]

Technically what you're saying makes sense but... it is still unnerving. They are talking about personal stuff. They never did that before. Haven't you gotten a jarring memory like that?

[thisloveisjustice]

Not necessarily like that, but I've gotten jarring memories, yeah. Like his childhood best friend ditching him.

[blondferret]

Well what did he ditch him for? A girl? Other friends? Some peace and quiet? There are many reasons to ditch a person, it just depends on the reason.

[thisloveisjustice]

Nothing like that. They were going to do something together. Something they spent 20 years working toward. And when it was finally in reach, his childhood best friend said he was going to do it alone. Pointed a gun at him and told him he'd just been using him from the start and to just forget about everything.

[Granted, it's murder but still. And Tatsuo kind of suspects Danno was trying to protect Ryuuzaki, in a round about way, even if Ryuuzaki absolutely did not see it that way.]

[blondferret]

Twenty years? Gun in his face? What were you guys planning to do?

[thisloveisjustice]

Get revenge for the murder of their foster mother.

[revenge could be anything..... no, it's definitely murder in this case]

[blondferret]

What? How did they plan to pull that off? Isn't your other self a cop?

[thisloveisjustice]

It would take too long to explain over text. And it's really late. We can grab drinks after work later this week and I'll explain.

[blondferret]

Fine, have it your way then...