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[recollecters]

It's been brought to my attention (again) that some of you are looking for compensation for the work you're doing. I'm open to that. So tell me, Retrospecters, what is it that you're looking for? Money? Answers? None of the above? I'm all ears. The scouting project seems to be working out okay. I don't know if any of you have found a place that's really good to relocate or recover but maybe we should talk about that, too. …finally, bit of a morality question for you. What's the priority here, you think? Working on chasing Vanderweele down this rabbit hole of a wild goose chase (wow that is too many animal analogies), or memory recovery of the company itself? Both of them are about as convoluted as you think, but not impossible. Wait, not finally. One more thing since someone brought it up: in case you haven't noticed yet, you might want to pay attention to the things you've managed to bring back because, and I hate to make it sounds real drastic, but the fate of the world kinda depends on it? Just a little. Welcome to your destiny, everybody. Anyway discuss. I'm back in the office, so drop by if you need something. Zee Carlisle Hiring Manager Retrspec Incorporated Characters' display names are the same as whatever has been previously chosen and are permanently locked in! Please feel free to use this post as a network mingle. Every toplevel can be considered a new post, and threadjacking is permitted. No NPC response will be given, though you're free to hit up his individual inbox later. As a friendly reminder, you may also claim one of this month's freebie by submitting a thread from this mod post. This thread must be 10 comments from you and submitted before AC closes.

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[undiningaffection]

I'm still new enough that I'm trying to piece a lot of this together, but surely enough's happened that you have some idea, right?

[She was really hoping other people had more of a clue than her.]

[undiningaffection]

Don't get me wrong, if they wanted to cater a really nice buffet before sone of these little adventures, I wouldn't mind. But it's not my priority either.

I had a feeling directness was too much to hope for. Still, it's better than no help at all.

[standalonehuman]

So you believe this other person really is you. But plenty of people have remembered that other person dying, so dont assume there is some kind of path between that life and yours.

Those are his actions, but what about his motivations? Why does he do it, and why are you so ready to slap the label of hero onto him?

[standalonehuman]

You can keep on learning without the hassle of other people, if it's the people that are really the problem.

[godcards]

I think it would be easier and more lucrative to become a drug dealer.

[standalonehuman]

[The Outraged Dad response is all set to go, until Togusa has a quick flash of 'What Would Mariko Say?']

How is becoming a drug dealer in any way easy? It's not like you are working for yourself unless you have your own supply line.

1/2

[godcards]

:)

[godcards]

In any case, I can't believe it's come down to a cop telling me how to deal drugs. That is one thing I can say I didn't expect.

[ fight the Outraged Dad urge. he feeds off of it. ]

[standalonehuman]

I can definitely say this is not what I went through the Academy for.

[godcards]

If you really wanted to help, you should have done this earlier! None of this sappy 'go back to school' shit.

[flametheif40]

I think it might be my last life and reborn in some way here. If the Retrospec story is true, we are survivors of destroyed worlds, based on my memories I know who would have destroyed my world and potentially all the other worlds.

That's what I gather so far to make the pieces fit.

I'm still me though, just happen to have some perks from my last life because of Retrospec.

As far as I know, he just wanted to help people, at his lowest point, his deepest regret was the mistakes he made along the way, how he didn't do enough.

And, it kinda just seems like it, again, not the full story, but that's what it seems like so far.

How was other you?

[fiddlestick]

Oh yeah...I think I took that my freshman year. The professor was so fixated on dates.

I think I made up songs to help me remember.

[fiddlestick]

Yeah, fingers crossed. Some professors really seem to have problems realizing people have lives outside their own subject.

[standalonehuman]

Being a drug dealer has the added problem of being around people who want drugs. I don't know how that doesn't fit into your earlier criteria of 'people who don't piss me off.'

[godcards]

Except that they leave after two minutes and I don't have to deal with the pseduo-friendship garbage that gets peddled to me every couple of months by misguided idiots who don't even care enough to follow through.

[standalonehuman]

So we're back to the real issue, which is the desire to exist without interacting with people.

[godcards]

You know, I really do think the career criminal path would be better suited to my tastes, if you'd just stop trying to meddle and be all... helpful or whatever it is that you're trying to do.

[standalonehuman]

Then I guess I'm glad you're free of the doubts of the rest of us. Just be careful you don't wish to become him so much you give up your own life.

[standalonehuman]

Being a criminal and dying by 25. That's the story that, according to you, society has been writing for you for your whole life.

Why give in to what they want now?

I think you've got more than that in you.

[flametheif40]

I'm sure I'm not the only one.

Yeah, it's nice to think I was a hero once, but to go back to my world or BE like him.

No, just no, I'm not that selfless.

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[godcards]

It's never been about giving in. I've always been fighting against what everyone else says about me, including that whole "potential" nonsense. Because every few months I'd be with a new family, with new expectations, new levels of caring and new levels of whatever "potential" they saw in me before they hand me off to someone else. You're just another one of those people. I'll ask you right now: what is it that you see in me? Because I doubt you really have an idea of what makes me the way I am, and you're just going to base your answer off of your culminated experience of dealing with people like me in your already biased situation. Because that's what I've been dealing with since I was a kid. Everything is a struggle against what others want of me. Whatever stupid self-serving shit that'll make you feel better because you helped me, the poor Egyptian kid, so you can pat yourself on the back and return to your privileged lifestyle and send me off to somewhere new.
At least if I die in my 20s I don't have to deal with that sort of bullshit everywhere I go anymore.

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[standalonehuman]

You had every reason to leave me behind to die in that reality twist. Don't give me that 'I was the last one seen with you' crap. Last my superiors knew I was investigating a burning building that nothing could put out. The cover story was right there.

Why didn't you?

[godcards]

I didn't know your cover story. You end up dead and I WAS the last person with you. I didn't want to get involved with more cops or end up in the psych ward again because of any... concerns. It's not like I know what happens to people if they die in one of those other realities.

[standalonehuman]

So pragmatic. Is that really what you were thinking in the moment? Just covering your own skin?

[godcards]

Yes.