001. Do you need love? Am I enough for you?

[diamant]

so i have a question
how long does it take on average before the memories we're all receiving start actually being interesting
because for now they're just weird and sad

there's been nothing in them to show what sort of person i was like
or what i did with myself if anything
or if my life was good or bad enough to matter
i've only got a few so far granted so maybe i'm just impatient

but for the time being they're just kind of making me sad
not because anything bad's happening in them
more because they're making me miss things that i've never had

it's a weird feeling, i don't like it

but basically on average how long is it going to take before things stop being boring
and start getting interesting
is there a way to speed up the process