erase the memories

[vendettastool]

Yoon-sung Lee 04/09 near Recolle

I thought the first hallucination was just something my brain made up from stress. I broke up with a girlfriend, had a game in the final stages of preparations, and spent about two hours a day getting tossed around by my bodyguard while training. Such things are bound to make the mind think up all sorts of weird images and insist on them being right. But after the last two I've gotten, I think that I've joined the rest of the masses with annoying images that feel right even if they aren't a reality that I know. Some of the faces look almost like a couple people from home especially the man being called 'General'. Is that the same with other people? Having people in those halluncinomemories things that are also here and now? I'm also wondering a little... If you were shown a picture of a jungle area with a group of men in combat gear guarding a bunch of natives working with chemicals, would you immediately think drugs being made or would you think something else was going on?

[ooc; and ooops posted to the wrong com like the silly I am. sorry about that!]

Comments

[scarlet_devil]

Émilie Écarlate I've only had a couple so far... but they're not on that level of strange, no real people so far.

[complementing]

Minako Arisato yeah that happened to me Minako Arisato with two different people, in fact...

[vendettastool]

Yoon-sung Lee Lucky. It's a little confusing because of the real people in them.
Yoon-sung Lee I don't even know if it's actually one of those things or my mind just playing tricks on me again.

[vendettastool]

Yoon-sung Lee Are they someone close to you?
Yoon-sung Lee Or part of this whole mess we're in?

[complementing]

Minako Arisato both

[scarlet_devil]

Émilie Écarlate I'm still not sure what is causing them, myself...

[commandertoolbelt]

there was my old babysitter in houston?
i’d totally forgotten about her until she showed up in one of those hallucinomemories

[aegist]

did you remember being a man in a group wearing combat gear guarding a bunch of natives working with chemicals? that's insanely specific for a question.

[parodeity]

im so glad people are using the correct terminology
team halluncinomemories duck yeah

when will swearing come back from the war jfc

[rygdea]

Fynn Izunia You certain your imaginary girlfriend didn't break up with you?
Fynn Izunia Just kidding or AM I?
Fynn Izunia If I was shown a picture like of a group of guys in army fatigues in the middle of the jungle, I would assume they're either drug-lords or kidnappers.
Fynn Izunia Or maybe "both".

[negativism]

David Song You'll thank me later for getting tossed around.
David Song But on a more serious note, even if it wasn't drugs, those images don't sound good. Or right for that matter.

[vendettastool]

Yoon-sung Lee It would be nice if there was a little more explanation to them.
Yoon-sung Lee Or at least a tool tip.

[vendettastool]

Yoon-sung Lee That sucks.

[vendettastool]

That sounds like a random connection, doesn't it? I mean I know the people I've seen are close family or friends of family, but someone you didn't remember sounds kinda of weird.

[vendettastool]

I was watching the men guarding the natives. They were armed, I wasn't but... it felt that they would jump if I told them.

[vendettastool]

It makes a little more sense then to just refer to them as plain memories. I never was there yet I was after all and that's just confusing to type out even.

Maybe when Janet marries Jack?

[vendettastool]

Yoon-sung Lee I had a bruise where she slapped me and I'm pretty sure that that wasn't a imaginary hit.
Yoon-sung Lee The one weird hallucinomemory one she didn't slap me, only called me an asshole which is pretty normal so figured I was only dreaming.
Yoon-sung Lee That's not something I wanted to hear but it's kind of what I thought.
Yoon-sung Lee Makes sense though.

[vendettastool]

Yoon-sung Lee I'm going to be old and creaky before I'm thirty thanks to all that tossing around. It's going to be tragic.
Yoon-sung Lee I think I was teen in that too. I mean I was smallish sitting on an elephant of all things watching them work.

[rygdea]

Fynn Izunia You really must've been a true 'asshole' to make a woman hit you.
Fynn Izunia Either that or she's a little too slap happy.
Fynn Izunia But wait, did you imagine the hit or...not? Sounds like what's been happening with my brother.
Fynn Izunia So, what exactly did you expect to hear instead? Shed some light here.

[vendettastool]

Yoon-sung Lee If I was a perfect boyfriend, it would be too much for the rest of the world to compete with me.
Yoon-sung Lee She thought I was cheating on her, but I was actually working on one of our systems. Unfortunately, the system has a woman's name so she just didn't wait to hear the rest of the explanation and hit me. Like I said. Normal.
Yoon-sung Lee The woman in my hallucinomemory was a bodyguard and didn't hit me. The one in reality did.
Yoon-sung Lee That it couldn't possibly be that corny of a setting? It sounds too much like a movie set to be real.

[complementing]

Minako Arisato tell me about it Minako Arisato kind of worried by what it means but at the same time if these visions are of a past life at least they were in a past life with me? Minako Arisato what about your 'General' are you close to him?

[negativism]

David Song What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, I believe the saying goes. You're fine.
David Song The more I hear some of these the more I swear you've been watching way too many dramas if it weren't for the fact that this has been going on all over the city.

[vendettastool]

Yoon-sung Lee It does make me hesitant with facing them again, which shouldn't be the case.
Yoon-sung Lee He's my father.

[vendettastool]

Yoon-sung Lee I'm going to lay on the couch and whine for the rest of the night.
Yoon-sung Lee I watch mostly romcom so I shouldn't be dreaming up a crime drama.

[commandertoolbelt]

i mean i remember her NOW, just
not that specific memory i guess? like that definitely didn't happen
i figured it was just an out of sight out of mind thing