erase the memories

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Yoon-sung Lee 04/09 near Recolle

I thought the first hallucination was just something my brain made up from stress. I broke up with a girlfriend, had a game in the final stages of preparations, and spent about two hours a day getting tossed around by my bodyguard while training. Such things are bound to make the mind think up all sorts of weird images and insist on them being right. But after the last two I've gotten, I think that I've joined the rest of the masses with annoying images that feel right even if they aren't a reality that I know. Some of the faces look almost like a couple people from home especially the man being called 'General'. Is that the same with other people? Having people in those halluncinomemories things that are also here and now? I'm also wondering a little... If you were shown a picture of a jungle area with a group of men in combat gear guarding a bunch of natives working with chemicals, would you immediately think drugs being made or would you think something else was going on?

[ooc; and ooops posted to the wrong com like the silly I am. sorry about that!]

Comments

[vendettastool]

Yoon-sung Lee I'm going to be old and creaky before I'm thirty thanks to all that tossing around. It's going to be tragic.
Yoon-sung Lee I think I was teen in that too. I mean I was smallish sitting on an elephant of all things watching them work.

[negativism]

David Song What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, I believe the saying goes. You're fine.
David Song The more I hear some of these the more I swear you've been watching way too many dramas if it weren't for the fact that this has been going on all over the city.

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Yoon-sung Lee I'm going to lay on the couch and whine for the rest of the night.
Yoon-sung Lee I watch mostly romcom so I shouldn't be dreaming up a crime drama.

[negativism]

David Song And this is different from any other night how?
David Song Fair point, that's more up my alley. Did this one have your father involved in it too?

[vendettastool]

Yoon-sung Lee I'm not whining about girls?
Yoon-sung Lee He's the one in charge.

[negativism]

David Song That barely counts, but I suppose I can give you that.
David Song Dunno if I can see him being all kingpin-like and all.

[vendettastool]

Yoon-sung Lee Of course it counts!
Yoon-sung Lee Can you see him letting someone else tell him what to do?

[negativism]

David Song No, but there's a difference in how that confidence is shown. Your father at least is mostly reasonable and listens to what his employees have to say.
David Song What I'm getting at is more of a crime boss's air. You listen to what he has to say otherwise you or someone you love gets hurt.

[vendettastool]

Yoon-sung Lee He does at least take suggestions under considerations.
Yoon-sung Lee Though he is a lot stricter with me and my ideas..
Yoon-sung Lee That's what worrying about what I've seen, especially the one about him training me..

[negativism]

David Song Different standards, I know. You get what I mean.

David Song Your dad might be insistent on someone teaching you self-defense but this sounds a bit more intense.

[vendettastool]

Yoon-sung Lee I have to be better then most people at this business after all.
Yoon-sung Lee It is.