002 - TM (TW- Death Mention)

[lingeringwill]

Terra Mason 06/11/17 near Recollé University

blue and green no longer exist outside of a few select cases. somehow, retrospec had the power to do that, along with everything else what don't they have the power to do? i wonder what else they've done that we may have just not noticed... the other day, someone got me thinking about patterns, and i started to realize something... let me conduct a bit of a morbid social experiment, okay? but in the interest of fairness, i'll go first when i was little my mother died. it was fast and sudden--a case of severe pneumonia. she was taken so fast. thief in the night, yeah? the first thing i can remember in my entire life is the look in my dad's eyes as he tried explaining it to me. i was too young to understand at the time...but even as i got older, i still didnt. how can she get that sick, out of nowhere? and just die. i know there's tons of rational reasons for it, but it doesn't sit well, it never has. i realize that this sounds like im refusing to accept the truth but...i can't help wondering. the pneumonia was like a switch. she just died. the universe didn't find her fit to exist anymore or maybe something else i think its obvious what im getting at so, show of hands, everyone. who has one or more dead parents? and if you know i already know the answer to that question...i'm sorry for bringing this back up. really.

Comments

[complementing]

both parents from a car crash just so you have a record

[lingeringwill]

yeah, i know, thanks minako

we don't need to talk about it any more than that

[complementing]

then do you want to talk about what brought this post on?

I'm not angry but

I'm worried about you

[lingeringwill]

i just think its weird that every other person seems to have lost one of their rents

people on the app, i mean

[complementing]

if that's your way of saying don't worry, then it's not working

[lingeringwill]

i also think im a shitty guy who does shitty things like make people talk about their worst memories

but i think someone should address it, i can't be the only one who thought it was weird

i think they're picking specific people

people who have things in common, you know?

i dont mean to worry you. i guess i do sound pretty crazy



and im pretty sure im going to be publicly reviled for this

haha

[complementing]

it IS a pretty sensitive topic to bring up so close to Father's Day, yes

but you don't sound crazy, just

upset

which you're allowed to be

[lingeringwill]

i just want to know why the whole world is going crazy



i guess

[complementing]

you guess?

[lingeringwill]

i guess i use i guess as a qualifying statement when im upset to make it seem like im not actually miserable and awful

[complementing]

you aren't

I know you aren't