Terra (Mason) (
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002 - TM (TW- Death Mention)
Terra Mason
06/11/17
near Recollé University
blue and green no longer exist outside of a few select cases.
somehow, retrospec had the power to do that, along with everything else
what don't they have the power to do? i wonder what else they've done that we may have just not noticed...
the other day, someone got me thinking about patterns, and i started to realize something...
let me conduct a bit of a morbid social experiment, okay?
but in the interest of fairness, i'll go first
when i was little my mother died. it was fast and sudden--a case of severe pneumonia. she was taken so fast. thief in the night, yeah? the first thing i can remember in my entire life is the look in my dad's eyes as he tried explaining it to me. i was too young to understand at the time...but even as i got older, i still didnt. how can she get that sick, out of nowhere? and just die. i know there's tons of rational reasons for it, but it doesn't sit well, it never has. i realize that this sounds like im refusing to accept the truth but...i can't help wondering.
the pneumonia was like a switch. she just died. the universe didn't find her fit to exist anymore
or maybe something else
i think its obvious what im getting at
so, show of hands, everyone.
who has one or more dead parents?
and if you know i already know the answer to that question...i'm sorry for bringing this back up. really.
no subject
or just a messed up boy who misses him mom?
i don't think it's out of the question that they can kill people
and if i can prove that they can do that...well,
ugh
i don't know. i just want to connect the dots. Shrinking, fruit, colors...it's hard not to wonder if it's all the same agenda.
no subject
And you are probably a messed up boy who misses his mom.
But like I said, if someone isn't messed up by death at least a little, they don't got much of a heart.