[ That's even harder. What he wants to express is...
Ryoji frowns, grip tightening on the jar of paint— and then he dashes it onto the ground again, watching the paint splatter and run all over the paper. This time, it doesn't soak through, the paper already saturated with black paint and unable to hold any more, so the white pools and spreads, some getting onto the floor but he'll offer to pay for cleaning services later. ]
Frustration. Above all, I'm so frustrated. At myself, at the entire situation, at how I wanted to start all over and not worry about consequences.
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Ryoji frowns, grip tightening on the jar of paint— and then he dashes it onto the ground again, watching the paint splatter and run all over the paper. This time, it doesn't soak through, the paper already saturated with black paint and unable to hold any more, so the white pools and spreads, some getting onto the floor but he'll offer to pay for cleaning services later. ]
Frustration. Above all, I'm so frustrated. At myself, at the entire situation, at how I wanted to start all over and not worry about consequences.