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[yamagishi]

Do you ever question what your past self was doing? I recently got a gun in the mail. I know what it's used for but still...

And it's going to be pretty awkward having a gun around the house too now.

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[notyourutopian]

All the time.

[Eleanor thought her other self was kind of crazy.]

[yamagishi]

You too? Mind if you tell me what happened?

[notyourutopian]

She lives in some kind of undersea dystopia
Not her fault
But then she's fighting lunatics with superpowers and
Watching her mother shoot people and
Like, killing people?

It's all still a jumble so maybe she has a good reason
idk

[yamagishi]

It seems like your past self had quite the adventure.

It sounds like something straight out of a dystopia movie.

[notyourutopian]

That's certainly one word for it.

Right?
Or a comic book maybe.
Either way, it's pretty awful
And she's just...so violent.

[yamagishi]

Is she someone that likes to kill a lot?

Because you know that you're not her anymore, right?

[notyourutopian]

I wouldn't say she likes it
I mean, I can feel her excitement but
I suppose anyone would feel like that.
But she isn't reluctant to do it either, not really.

I know
I'm not her.

[yamagishi]

Then that's good, I don't want you to feel like you have to be her.

But it makes me wonder about everyone's past selves though.

[notyourutopian]

I don't feel that at all.
I hope no one does.

I know most people I've talked to seem to have less...
Violent...

Memories than I do.

[yamagishi]

But it doesn't mean you're a violent person now right?

And that you're doing your best to help people.

[notyourutopian]

Maybe.
I hope so.

Sometimes when I'm fighting though...
I can feel like
That urge there.
Like I should stop holding back.

[yamagishi]

Does that make you worried? If worse comes to worse, Yukiko and I can stop you if something should happen.

[notyourutopian]

Sometimes.
Maybe

Yukiko and I have practiced together
Or sparred I guess

I mean thanks but

I think her persona could stop me
I wouldn't want someone without powers to get in my way

[yamagishi]

I don't know how to spar yet but I can figure out some other ways to stop you somehow!

That's what friends do!

[notyourutopian]

Well neither do we
We mostly just whacked each other till we went down. haha.

But
Just be careful alright?
At least until you get something of your own.

[yamagishi]

I will, the same goes to you as well.

...And if you ever need anything, you know I'm here too.

[notyourutopian]

Thank you Fuuka
Really

That means a lot

Sorry about the late response, school has been busy!

[yamagishi]

It's not a problem! You're my friend, it's the least I could do!