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[glaciers]

Does anybody know what kind of makeup is best for covering up burns? Thanks.

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[glaciers]

Then we're in the same boat.

... There's nothing easy about those memories. Even without the scars.

[parodeity]

Yeah. The kinds of memories that come with that kinda bullshit are...

[ ... ]

Less than fun.

[glaciers]

[There's a little huff- almost a laugh.]

That's putting it lightly.

[parodeity]

I just wanted to see if you were...yeah. Have you been...changing? Like, inside. Emotionally. How you think?

[glaciers]

... I... That's kind of hard to tell.

There are... people I trust more. Even though I haven't known them that long. But I have memories of them. [And the fondness feels real. It's hard to tell what counts as his feelings anymore.]

[parodeity]

I know the feeling? There's...my best friend, he's here now. I remember him, years worth of being friends, but we've only known one another...a month? Here.

[glaciers]

... Yeah.

I don't think I knew this guy for longer than a few months in my memories. But... he's important to me. I don't even know why he's so important yet. I'm grateful I know him. Here and there.

[parodeity]

It's weird, isn't it? But I...at least that part of shit is good. I mean, I think it can be good.

[glaciers]

It's probably the part I'm... most okay with. The rest of it I could do without.

[parodeity]

Thing is, I...even though there's shit I hate, I think it was real. All of it? And I keep wanting to know. You know?

[glaciers]

It feels real. It seems so impossible, but it feels real.

And if... that was the life I knew before... I want to know about it. Even as much as I hate it.

... Something like that?

[parodeity]

Yeah. I...feel more like that guy than this one, these days, too.

[glaciers]

It's... kind of like losing yourself in the memories.

[parodeity]

Or...finding yourself, in a weird way. But that feeling in and of itself might constitute losing?

[glaciers]

... It's a weird feeling, however you look at it.

Like losing this me and finding the other one.

[parodeity]

...That's exactly it. Do you ever feel like...your own afterimage?

[glaciers]

... I didn't put it like that before, but that sounds about right.

[parodeity]

It's a weird feeling, isn't it.

[glaciers]

Yeah.

I don't know if I hate it, but I don't like it.

[parodeity]

I...used to hate it? But it's like. I guess...I feel more like I used to, and it's hard to...feel the same I did at the start?