{3rd Demon; Text}

[dejerate]

Guessing I'm not the only one here who apparently isn't human. Or, who isn't entirely human? I'm not sure at this point. But then, I guess that's to be expected when I remembered about Ashuramaru -- apparently my katana I got is supposed to have a demon in it or something. That's his name. Ashuramaru. Literally 'Perfect Ashura', from what I remember of Japanese.

But. I dunno, when even a demon tells you you're insane. Got to wonder what was going on. What I did that he said that.

I'm not sure how much more I can brush off with trying to ignore this. Trying to focus on school now that's back again and all, when I get memories like this. I dunno. Seems while these memories help fill things in it also leaves me with more questions. It's frustrating. Just like when we get messages from those jerks that run and made this insane app. And there's probably only so much that can be dealt with or brushed aside for homework or training to use the sword to tire myself out.

Not to mention the sudden dome of darkness and all recently too. I get that others said to try focus on things here to live a normal life still but. I'm seriously questioning how the fuck that is possible. All things considered.

Even with what little context I have for this other me or other life or whatever this is supposed to be.

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[androidheart]

I was. The last time you saw me.

Now, less so.

I am slowly becoming more and more mechanical.

[dejerate]

Mechanical? Like a robot?! Are you really okay?

[androidheart]

Like a robot.

Both of my arms, now, are made of metal.

[dejerate]

That's kind of creepy and cool at the same time. Does that mean it'll keep happening until you're a full robot though? What'd that mean if something happened to you? I mean.
If anyone here with the app could help fix your or something or?

[androidheart]

No.

It's not cool at all.

[dejerate]

More creepy than cool. I dunno there's anything I could do to try help somehow, but. How is it? For now,
I mean? The arms?

[androidheart]

They're heavy. It's harder to walk around.

Soon my legs, my head, and everything else will be robotic, too.

It's terrible.

[dejerate]

But what would happen then? I mean.
Would robot you still remember? Still even pass as human? I guess the others without the app might not even notice, but.

How are you taking it? I guess I can't say I'd help, since I can't stop it or anything, but.