{3rd Demon; Text}

[dejerate]

Guessing I'm not the only one here who apparently isn't human. Or, who isn't entirely human? I'm not sure at this point. But then, I guess that's to be expected when I remembered about Ashuramaru -- apparently my katana I got is supposed to have a demon in it or something. That's his name. Ashuramaru. Literally 'Perfect Ashura', from what I remember of Japanese.

But. I dunno, when even a demon tells you you're insane. Got to wonder what was going on. What I did that he said that.

I'm not sure how much more I can brush off with trying to ignore this. Trying to focus on school now that's back again and all, when I get memories like this. I dunno. Seems while these memories help fill things in it also leaves me with more questions. It's frustrating. Just like when we get messages from those jerks that run and made this insane app. And there's probably only so much that can be dealt with or brushed aside for homework or training to use the sword to tire myself out.

Not to mention the sudden dome of darkness and all recently too. I get that others said to try focus on things here to live a normal life still but. I'm seriously questioning how the fuck that is possible. All things considered.

Even with what little context I have for this other me or other life or whatever this is supposed to be.

Comments

[cornets]

True
The ma could be the demon kanji

[dejerate]

Could be I'm wrong. Like I said, I didn't see it written down. This is just me guessing from hearing his name, anyway.

And I might be a little rustier with my Japanese. It's been about four years since I was adopted and moved around since.

[cornets]

Would you like to practice?

I still have to speak and write around the house

[dejerate]

Can't hurt? If you're up for it.
I still sometimes speak and write it, but probably not as often as I did before I moved, before leaving Japan.

[cornets]

I'm up for it!
It might come in handy too if something happens
Like if the app people somehow turn off english or something

[dejerate]

I guess I wouldn't be surprised if they did mess with languages. Considering their messing with colour and everything else already.

[cornets]

So it's better to be prepared!

Btw what language does your sword demon speak in??

[dejerate]

Something like that. Never know with this app.

But he spoke Japanese too. Why?

[cornets]

If it spoke something else his name would be from that language right?
Like how ringo is like a name in england but means apple in japanese!

[dejerate]

I would guess so? Not that I know a lot about Ashuramaru yet or anything, but.

[cornets]

Maybe you can look up something about japanese demons to get ahead of the game?
It'll be a good distraction from everything that's going on
It sort of works for me

[dejerate]

I don't know if that might help or make me more paranoid. Still. I guess it can't hurt to try. Better to try figure and know what to expect? Or something.

[cornets]

Worst that can happen is wiki surfing!
Which could be bad if you didn't do homework yet...

[dejerate]

Ugh homework. I don't even wanna think on that.

[cornets]

Me neither
Homework is harder to focus on when there's more important stuff going on because of the app
But you still got to do it!

[dejerate]

It is. And since most of the teachers have no idea about the app and all. It's such a pain.

[cornets]

Do you have nothing else to look forward too?
That kind of helps get by both

[dejerate]

You say that like anyone looks forward to homework. But it'll probably be better once I actually decide on what I want to do after school at least. Focus on that.

[cornets]

Of course i don't look forward to homework but i look forward to what i can do after it's done

[dejerate]

Well. Sure. Catching up on tele or whatever. Doing more training. Something like that like a reward after homework I guess, what most do, right?

[cornets]

Yeah
But it could also be like a special game night at the end of the week

[dejerate]

Game night, huh? You mean like sports or video games?

[cornets]

I meant sports yeah but it could be different things
Like board games too since that needs people to be there

[dejerate]

You say board games and I think like. Monopoly or whatever. Which. No thanks.

[cornets]

You've never had an intense game of settlers of cattan??