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Fai

[redarm]

[ Original Thread ]

right...
if the cravings get worse
youll tell us, right?

[flowrite]

I haven't felt anything like that around anyone except for Mune-chan
but if it does happen I'll make sure you're all safe, I promise.

[redarm]

thats not a yes fai
dont pull that bollocks on me

[flowrite]

[...dammit, you all know him too well by now :| ]

If it gets to the point I'm not sure I can handle it, I'll tell you.

[redarm]

[ He knows him too well, and he's stubborn to boot. Worst combo. ]

No. if it starts. getting. worse.

dont think i forgot that your last plan when you got this was to ditch us.

[flowrite]

I'm sorry, it wasn't meant like that. I panicked.

[redarm]

yeah, i know that much. thats why i didnt rip you a new one.

but im saying your first instinct when theres danger blows.
you kept putting yourself in harms way in august
and then you decided to run off the other night

you think youre doing it for our own good
but its not
the fuck do you think would happen to us if youre gone?

[flowrite]

mostly at the time I was thinking that I'd rather not rip my boyfriend's throat out

and that any outcome would be better than finding out I can't control myself around you or Sakura or her brother. you can find a new home or a new guardian if it comes to that. we can't put you back together if I tear you apart.

But now that things have calmed down a little, I don't think it will come to that, and I'm sorry.

[redarm]

way to completely ignore my point fai.
i get why you ran off
you were scared and didnt want to hurt anyone
okay? ive been there.

but i dont trust your decision making when theres a bad situation
youre way too quick to throw yourself on the sword.
thats all there is to it.

[flowrite]

If it starts to get worse I will tell you or Mune-chan.

[redarm]

thank you.

and dont worry
i wont breathe a word to sakura or her brother.

[flowrite]

Thank you ♥

and... I need you to do me a favor.

[redarm]

hm?

whats that?

[flowrite]

I trust Mune-chan to stop me if something goes wrong and I threaten you or Sakura or anyone else. I don't trust him to protect himself.

If it looks like I'm going to do something to him and I'm not thinking clearly, I need you to stop me. Please.

[redarm]

[There's a pause, because that is not nothing being asked. Even someone as hotheaded as Noah knows that. Honestly, it makes him feel a little lil to think about it.

But at the same time...it makes sense that he's asking. And it SHOULDN'T happen right? He wants to believe Fai won't lose control like that. He's just looking for some peace of mind.]


i will.
promise.

[flowrite]

Thank you Noah. I know it's a lot to ask, but I trust you.

[redarm]

[there's a pause. he's not sure how to respond]


whatever.
just do what you can to make sure it doesnt actually happen.