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retrospec2018-02-07 12:50 am
livingimpaired) wrote in retrospec2018-02-07 12:50 am
A wish.
[ The Holy Grail. He does not recall exactly what it is, but from what he gathers from the brief memory with the "King of Heroes," it is something to wish upon. And Kei's other self would allow that man to "wish for death." What does that mean? No, he understands it simply, but there is more said and unsaid than he can unravel. ]
With all this business going on, some frivolousness ponderings might be an enjoyable distraction.
Well, then. If you could wish for anything, what would it be? [ A pause. Kei thinks of sending it like that yet he feels that may be too telling. Too telling of what? He's uncertain, but adds more to cover up his uncertainty. ] Though, with Valentine's Day is coming, most are thinking of just wishing for someone to spend that day with, hm? :)
With all this business going on, some frivolousness ponderings might be an enjoyable distraction.
Well, then. If you could wish for anything, what would it be? [ A pause. Kei thinks of sending it like that yet he feels that may be too telling. Too telling of what? He's uncertain, but adds more to cover up his uncertainty. ] Though, with Valentine's Day is coming, most are thinking of just wishing for someone to spend that day with, hm? :)
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It seems most simply want to be left alone by this whole Retrospec business.
[It's rather funny.]
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And, that does seem to be the case. I can't say that I blame them.
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I can't say I blame them either, though, I'm not sure whether I agree or not yet.
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Even if you don't agree, it will be fine. I don't think there's anything wrong with not agreeing with everyone. Someone on this app probably had a worse life now than what they're remembering. Or someone may find insight that they couldn't find in their life here. If what they get back ends in being "good," there's no reason to agree with everyone else, right?
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[Though, naturally, she does feel sympathy for him.]
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I'm uncertain that I will, but the sentiments are appreciated. Please come by whenever you would like. And I wanted to tell you, too, that I decided to change myself a little.
I think I am going to attempt to get closer to people. I don't know if that will mean I will experience happiness, but I want to do more than what I am for people.
How unlike me, hm?
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Should I bring something to drink as well?
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If you could.
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I think it'll do you good.
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Moving in with someone? How surprising.
Probably, and I am grateful already. I feel myself relaxing already. [ For a nihilistic person that has kept to himself for close to forty years, it is tiring to put so much effort into involving himself in other people's lives. But he feels he must; his efforts will bear fruit and he hopes the fruit is not some insidious poison. ]
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I'll bring as much as I can carry. It might not be the best of quality but I'm sure you can provide something to go along with it. [Maybe they both were playing with fire. Perhaps it would be better if people like them never remembered anything. But nothing ventured, nothing gained.]
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I'll do just that. It seems only fair that I put some effort in if you are. Though, I worry some about Luna. Will she be all right while you're worrying after me? [ Indeed, he feels like he owes a debt to Ai. He believes seeing her will be good, as he needs some negativity and perspective. But he also does not want to cause her to stumble on her tentative steps toward happiness. ]
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[Should we make a post for that or just handwave it?]
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The monsters.]
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