A wish.

[livingimpaired]

[ The Holy Grail. He does not recall exactly what it is, but from what he gathers from the brief memory with the "King of Heroes," it is something to wish upon. And Kei's other self would allow that man to "wish for death." What does that mean? No, he understands it simply, but there is more said and unsaid than he can unravel. ]

With all this business going on, some frivolousness ponderings might be an enjoyable distraction.

Well, then. If you could wish for anything, what would it be? [ A pause. Kei thinks of sending it like that yet he feels that may be too telling. Too telling of what? He's uncertain, but adds more to cover up his uncertainty. ] Though, with Valentine's Day is coming, most are thinking of just wishing for someone to spend that day with, hm? :)

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[livingimpaired]

[ Seven? A pause to look at the man's profile picture and long pause. ]

No. But I feel I have found myself a headache.

[yakan]

you have?
tea usually works against that

[livingimpaired]

So it does.
I am honestly fond of chamomile.

So. You are still close to your family?

[yakan]

chamomile is pretty nice

to part of it at least
mostly my mom some cousins nephews and nieces

[livingimpaired]

It helps with migraines.

That sounds like more than just a part. I am not very close to my family, but I feel like I would like to be. Is it nice -- being a reliable uncle?

[yakan]

Perhaps you have some accessible?

no its only a part because my family is stupidly huge
im not entirely sure im the reliable one theyre much more reliable than i am

[livingimpaired]

I do. I keep it on hand for a friend of mine. He is a delicate sort. I am sure you know the kind.

Does that make you feel troubled? To be the one that can't be relied upon?

[yakan]

yeah I do having things at hand can be good in those cases

i dont know to be honest
im past 40 so im not sure i can change that that easily but
it would be nice to be a little reliable once in a while
i guess

[livingimpaired]

Oh? And what do you have?

I would not have guessed you were over forty. Indeed, we do get set in our ways, but we can change a little bit of ourselves.

[yakan]

for example powder that turns into blueberry and raspberry soup

surprise surprise
i dont look it huh
or act it i guess
i actually turn 42 february 11
a little is possible a total change is a bit more difficult

[livingimpaired]

Ah.

I would agree with both assessments.
Indeed, a little bit becomes habit and habit becomes part of who you are. If we decide that we must stop, then, we will only end up disappointing ourselves later. Probably.

[yakan]

haha you and a lot of people
probably yeah
the easiest way to stop something is leaving it behind completely but thats not really an option most the time and it might not always have good results either

[livingimpaired]

Even if you say that, one should always try.

That is my current belief anyway. I am trying a few things out for myself and hoping for the best for once.

[yakan]

youre not wrong

but its easier said than done
thats why so many people break their new years resolutions

good luck!!

[livingimpaired]

Thank you.

And to be honest, the only reason people break such resolutions is they never wanted to do it in the first place. If you truly want to change something, I believe that you can. You merely have to want to enough.

[yakan]

yeah i guess so
but i dont know ive never made any new years resolutions
that is true though and it goes for any time of the year
i guess its more obvious that if you make the decision at new years it probably wont last
i mean sort of you know??

[livingimpaired]

I know.

But if you go into it with your whole heart, I believe that you'll come out successful in some way.

[yakan]

it should be at least a little productive to do so at least

I THOUGHT I ANSWERED THIS

[livingimpaired]

One hopes.

[yakan]

sometimes thats all one can do
hmmm i guess

[livingimpaired]

Well, if you ever want to do more, I support you.