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retrospec2018-02-07 12:50 am
livingimpaired) wrote in retrospec2018-02-07 12:50 am
A wish.
[ The Holy Grail. He does not recall exactly what it is, but from what he gathers from the brief memory with the "King of Heroes," it is something to wish upon. And Kei's other self would allow that man to "wish for death." What does that mean? No, he understands it simply, but there is more said and unsaid than he can unravel. ]
With all this business going on, some frivolousness ponderings might be an enjoyable distraction.
Well, then. If you could wish for anything, what would it be? [ A pause. Kei thinks of sending it like that yet he feels that may be too telling. Too telling of what? He's uncertain, but adds more to cover up his uncertainty. ] Though, with Valentine's Day is coming, most are thinking of just wishing for someone to spend that day with, hm? :)
With all this business going on, some frivolousness ponderings might be an enjoyable distraction.
Well, then. If you could wish for anything, what would it be? [ A pause. Kei thinks of sending it like that yet he feels that may be too telling. Too telling of what? He's uncertain, but adds more to cover up his uncertainty. ] Though, with Valentine's Day is coming, most are thinking of just wishing for someone to spend that day with, hm? :)
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But also please be as negative as you can. I'm afraid your cheer will only bring him down.
Indeed. Friendship is both the good and the bad. I've found I had to tell too many people this, and it is troublesome. I, of course, don't mean that they should get into needless arguments, but you cannot always expect to show your "good" self and never show your anxious, tired, worried, and self-loathing self to your friends. When one only shows one side, a person only feels so close to someone. So yes, there's no need to worry or concern oneself too much.
And very well.
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While that is a valid point there is the fear of letting that side of you out with the intention that it will be accepted as well. People do have a difficult time trying to accept negative feels when they're confronted by it. Some people can handle it, others can't. However, I suppose that would be a good way to see who you can grow close to. If the display of such negative emotions will bring your friendship closer or fracture it.
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Not everyone can always be positive. Not everyone can always hide their negative emotions. To hide them forever because it may fracture a friendship, the friendship should have been broken long ago. Those are just my feelings on it, anyway, that I am more or less reiterating.