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[promisedyou]

Hararon, everyone~! ☆

I'm posting this a little early to see if I can get any hits. I know it's been a pretty rough month with the hallucinations (I'm not the only one seeing those, right?) and the weird dreams and the possible idea of 'falsified memories' and bodyswapping, but there's a few important things I want to talk about, so please take me seriously for once, alright? ☆

First of all: I want to double check-- is there anyone willing to work with me as a psychologist? Of course, I'm willing to pay if that's a necessity. I did hear there's someone out there before, but with things as they are right now, I want to make absolutely certain that they're willing to work with me. Just give me a heads up if you're willing and we can discuss times and dates.

Second of all: I'm also looking for a roommate or honestly, just a place to stay, since I'm moving out of the house on Friday. Of course, I have a few stipulations. I'm looking for females only (unless you're a woman who's going to flirt with me, then don't even offer!! I'm taken!!!) unless you're offering to let me stay with like, a family or something. I'm willing to of course do the chores - cooking, cleaning, you name it - as necessary. And obviously I can pay, but I'd like to negotiate pricing and all that. I'm pretty willing to compromise, so let's have a fun chat, okay? ★

Last but not least... I did look at job offers, but I do want to see if any of you guys have any open availability anywhere so I can see what's out there.

And that should be it, I think. Oh, but I guess I should add a little question that's irrelevant to top things off: do you think it's a bad idea to look up the history of a historical figure that you might think you might be? Or one of your friends or family might be?

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[promisedyou]

[ A private message, huh. ]

I've been seeing hallucinations of Satoshi-kun, but I don't know if it's just me going crazy again or if that's something others have been experiencing. But hearing the 'too' is a bit relieving.

And no. I don't have false memories. I'm pretty sure, anyway. But other people do. It was really easy to notice that people are thinking that their lives are completely different than before. Sometimes it's major, sometimes it's little minor things.

[flametheif40]

Of who? is that from your other life?

Yeah, I saw your post and thought "well, if she is hallucinating, Derek is hallucinating and forgetting and my own are getting worse then usual, there has to be something"

How could we even test that though? Like, I'm noticing basically everyone I know have different memories too.

Wait, you still remember me right?

We were doing a task together that one time...and I don't think we talked since.

Sound about right?

[promisedyou]

It's the person that Shion liked.

I was able to compare memories with some people I knew with my diary. But yeah, I do remember you. I haven't forgotten anything. My memories are fine, I'm pretty sure.

[flametheif40]

Ah, so your hallucinations are from your other life then.

That, is actually freaking amazing that you thought of that.

I think I need to start keeping a journal. Thank God finally someone that remembers me.

Anyone close to you suddenly change? Or slept in one place, just to wake up in another?

[promisedyou]

Yeah. But I thought about it the moment I got the application, so I started keeping the journal just in case.

I realized that a few people close to me changed, and I lost someone really important to me. Because their life is different now.

[flametheif40]

smart :) LOL of course, no one really told me jack crap. Only that I would GAIN memories, nothing about all this weird shit going down.

Like having to fight a freaking T-Rex while going to the library. and yes, that was real...as the dino snot I had wash off proved.

Yeah...same here, and its not just my family either and my few friends. But a few people I JUST MET would forget me and everything a few weeks later.

I thought I was cursed and/or crazy

[promisedyou]

To be honest, I've experienced losing all of my memories from my life as Mio a few months back so I'm used to weird things happening.

Usually it goes away after a month, but with the Retrospec fuck ups as of late, who knows when the hell this will get fixed.

[flametheif40]

I'm sorry to hear that. That must have been awful.

Yeah, I'm pretty sure it started July 1st. I was asleep in Derek's place, the night before, then i wake up in my own bed. But I don't remember going home.

He doesn't remember being my brother and noone in the family remembers him either...so, they just think I'm crazy.

Anything like that happen with you?

[promisedyou]

Nope. I was still in the same place as always.

But I lost my sister to this, so. I'm not happy, since it's pretty different for me in particular than other people losing their family members. At least, in my opinion, anyway.

[flametheif40]

I can understand that.

I've lost family before too, so...getting into another and fighting to adjust and after all that hard work just to lose again...

It's not fun and its super personal like that.

[promisedyou]

Yeah.

The problem is like... I've considered my younger sister one half of me. Since we're twins.

[flametheif40]

Oh God...Im soo sorry...you must feel horrible.

Hey, look...It's not much.

But how about we meet up for some Butterbeer?
It's not alcoholic despite the name, stuff is like, literally magic(helps that freaking wizards are making it)

3 rounds on me,
one for us, and one for each of our siblings.

[promisedyou]

Maybe not today.

I feel like we had this conversation before, though. About the Butterbeer, anyway.

[flametheif40]

You name the day, its summer so I got nothing going on.

Ya know...I think your right...

wait...didn't we also talk about...some other heavy stuff?