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[promisedyou]

Hararon, everyone~! ☆

I'm posting this a little early to see if I can get any hits. I know it's been a pretty rough month with the hallucinations (I'm not the only one seeing those, right?) and the weird dreams and the possible idea of 'falsified memories' and bodyswapping, but there's a few important things I want to talk about, so please take me seriously for once, alright? ☆

First of all: I want to double check-- is there anyone willing to work with me as a psychologist? Of course, I'm willing to pay if that's a necessity. I did hear there's someone out there before, but with things as they are right now, I want to make absolutely certain that they're willing to work with me. Just give me a heads up if you're willing and we can discuss times and dates.

Second of all: I'm also looking for a roommate or honestly, just a place to stay, since I'm moving out of the house on Friday. Of course, I have a few stipulations. I'm looking for females only (unless you're a woman who's going to flirt with me, then don't even offer!! I'm taken!!!) unless you're offering to let me stay with like, a family or something. I'm willing to of course do the chores - cooking, cleaning, you name it - as necessary. And obviously I can pay, but I'd like to negotiate pricing and all that. I'm pretty willing to compromise, so let's have a fun chat, okay? ★

Last but not least... I did look at job offers, but I do want to see if any of you guys have any open availability anywhere so I can see what's out there.

And that should be it, I think. Oh, but I guess I should add a little question that's irrelevant to top things off: do you think it's a bad idea to look up the history of a historical figure that you might think you might be? Or one of your friends or family might be?

Comments

[thesettingsun]

About that therapist I mentioned before - they lost network access recently.

I can't help with the other parts either. Sorry.

As far as historical figures goes... I haven't looked up much about myself even though I know I could, because I'm sure everything I'd find would be depressing, but it might be different for other people.

[promisedyou]

That's unfortunate. It's fine, though.

And you're a historical figure? Makes me wonder how many historical figures are there on this application... Like I've been looking up stuff about someone I know, and I"m kind of worried that maybe I should stop.

[thesettingsun]

A writer, specifically. Maybe writers have disproportionately sad lives compared to other famous people?

[promisedyou]

Guh...

Hell if I know. But I do know that the life of the person I've been looking up doesn't necessarily have a good ending, even if a lot of it seemed somewhat nice.

[thesettingsun]

Everyone dies eventually. There's only so good of an ending you can expect.

[penalizing]

if you can't find anyone on the network, my dad's a psychiatrist and might be able to help???
he doesn't know anything about this stuff, but he's really good at his job!!

[promisedyou]

[ She sees this message and it honestly... makes her freeze in place. It takes her several tries to read it and see who it's from. To be honest, she doesn't want to reply to this. It hurts too much.

But she can't just ignore it. That would be too suspect. ]

I don't think I could ask someone who isn't on the network about this sort of thing. What I have to discuss would sound absolutely crazy to that kind of person, ahaha. ☆

[penalizing]

that's fair!!!
i couldn't tell from your original post if the mental health stuff was related to the network or not, since sometimes people have unrelated problems too
but good luck finding someone who'll help you out, then!!

[promisedyou]

[ She definitely needs to cut this conversation short, but thankfully it's pretty easy to do it. ]

I mean, I wouldn't ask the entire network about this if it wasn't related. I could just google it or look around in person. But I don't know who is both a psychologist and on the network.

Anyway. Thanks, I guess, for trying.

[nachetanya]

I think the café I work at might have an opening...?

But oh! Are you moving out of the place I dropped off the stuffed animal the other day?

[promisedyou]

What kind of place is it?

And yeah, I plan on getting my stuff out of my house on Friday if I could find a place...

[nachetanya]

It's called Neehee's! It's a vegetarian diner out downtown, I've been a server there for almost a year now.

But huh! That's fast!

[promisedyou]

Vegetarian, huh? Well, at least that means I'll probably have to bring my own lunches...

And I guess, but it was always my plan to move out once I graduated.

[flametheif40]

[When Al sees her post on the app, he tries to ignore it for a while, but then goes back to it and sends her a PM]

Your legit serious that you are seeing hallucinations too?

And false memories? In you or other people you know?

Cause, I've noticed people just strait up forgetting like, everything. Or they remember completely different lives all together

[promisedyou]

[ A private message, huh. ]

I've been seeing hallucinations of Satoshi-kun, but I don't know if it's just me going crazy again or if that's something others have been experiencing. But hearing the 'too' is a bit relieving.

And no. I don't have false memories. I'm pretty sure, anyway. But other people do. It was really easy to notice that people are thinking that their lives are completely different than before. Sometimes it's major, sometimes it's little minor things.

[flametheif40]

Of who? is that from your other life?

Yeah, I saw your post and thought "well, if she is hallucinating, Derek is hallucinating and forgetting and my own are getting worse then usual, there has to be something"

How could we even test that though? Like, I'm noticing basically everyone I know have different memories too.

Wait, you still remember me right?

We were doing a task together that one time...and I don't think we talked since.

Sound about right?

[promisedyou]

It's the person that Shion liked.

I was able to compare memories with some people I knew with my diary. But yeah, I do remember you. I haven't forgotten anything. My memories are fine, I'm pretty sure.

[spiritoso]

I'm still living in the dorms, but I'd be happy to help you decorate!

As for your other question, I think it depends on the kind of person you're looking up and if you'd be okay with what you find out.

[promisedyou]

I'd appreciate that.

[ .... and that's when she makes the rest of the conversation private. ]

Well, you see, I've searched a little bit already, but I found out that apparently the person was a traitor to his group and was executed.

[spiritoso]

Executed? That must have been really hard to read about.

Who was it?

[promisedyou]

Yeah.

I probably shouldn't be the one to tell you who it is, though. Since... the person might get mad at me for telling without their permission.

[yakan]

You could try asking about a job over at Chabana, they're looking for a few waiters or waitresses right now.

Looking up yourself or others if you/they appear to be historical figures might be unavoidable sometimes. Unless history class isn't a thing any more. And some people are way more famous than history class. But that depends on what sort of historical person one is, of course. Personally it doesn't seem like the ones I have remembered isn't historical people but mythological on the other hand, those seem to be a thing.

[promisedyou]

Where is it and what kind of place is it?

I mean... it's probably not someone you'd find in most history classes since he's not like super important in comparison to a bunch of other people.

[yakan]

It's in the upper area of Chata, it's a tea house from the start but they're also a cafe and restaurant these days. I'm a chef there and I like it so I might be biased but it's a nice place to visit and to work at.

At least accidental knowledge is less likely in that case. 'Anyway, I don't think it's necessarily a bad thing to look it up, though historical people are generally dead so there's that bit of "do I want to know how I/they died" and stuff that might be an issue.

[promisedyou]

I see, I see. I totally get that. I'll probably take a look sometime and see what it's like for myself before making any hard decisions!

Yeah, I honestly doubt that people would be searching their name up because they're less common... but yeah, the dead part definitely gets to me.