Elda Marker (
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retrospec2018-08-16 05:37 pm
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Texts from Late Night
[ Posted sometime around like four in the morning: ]
Has anyone else found themselves falling in love with someone in those memories we all get? That might feel a little extreme, but the face has been sticking with me for a while now.
Has anyone else found themselves falling in love with someone in those memories we all get? That might feel a little extreme, but the face has been sticking with me for a while now.
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And now you know why I stay away from the stuff.
[ which is the. complete opposite opinion to that night. ]
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It was pretty scary overall. But we made it through.
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Or at least, for me...
I promise you I'm not normally like *that*. I feel like I need to make it up to you in a way that's not "untoward".
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It's too late in the night for her to take this too seriously, even with her warped sleep schedule she runs on now. She rocks a little bit in her chair before picking up the phone again, ]
You're already always going to Satsuki's shows anyway, aren't you? That sort of support for the girl does trickle upwards. But if you want to do something for me personally then...
Golly, it's hard to think of something good these days.
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What about the
How are you feeling these days?
Physically.
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I'm glad she has such a fan though!
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But if you
If there's a need for
Look, you know what I'm trying to offer, right?
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A lot of people offer that to me when they find out, and I always feel weird about it, like I don't want to hurt them.
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Or they could be masochists but that's not me. I care.
And I don't want to brag. But I may have a one-up on most people in this field. I can heal from injuries much, much faster now. I can promise I'm clean, too.
[ since she also remembers some of the other things from that night and the way "Yin" behaved and looked. it was a brief "damn girl, you live like this??" moment. it's gone now. ]
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Honestly, I'm still not 100% sure what the taste is based on other than younger people tend to smell worse.
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I wasn't even thinking about the taste. As for the smell, I keep myself pretty clean for someone who spends hours at the gym every day.
[ it's tough to say if she would smell better or worse than Yin given the circumstances. she is in a better state overall, but still has her hang-ups, fears, imagined trauma, and relationship drama.
oh, but having her mom coming into town for a week starting tomorrow will definitely change all that. ]
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As for the smell, I didn't meant to accuse you of that, sorry
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And I remember talking about the hospitals before. What was it - "back channels"?
[ god she even remembers LAUGHING about that and the phlebotomy thing now. ...good thing this isn't voice because she can't help but snicker a bit at the pun. it's crude but. it was good. ]
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But it just brings me back to the offer. At least think about it? I don't want to push, but if it's something I can do to help you feel better and, like I said, it's no harm to me. Then I want to do it.
I owe you one.
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