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Elda Marker ([personal profile] matchbreaker) wrote in [community profile] retrospec2018-08-16 05:37 pm

Texts from Late Night

[ Posted sometime around like four in the morning: ]

Has anyone else found themselves falling in love with someone in those memories we all get? That might feel a little extreme, but the face has been sticking with me for a while now.
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[personal profile] burndownforwhat 2018-08-17 06:04 am (UTC)(link)
Absolutely nothing I said or did that night was what I'd call "fine".
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[personal profile] burndownforwhat 2018-08-17 06:10 am (UTC)(link)
It's the same way for me, too. I could blame the drinks...

And now you know why I stay away from the stuff.


[ which is the. complete opposite opinion to that night. ]
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[personal profile] burndownforwhat 2018-08-17 06:18 am (UTC)(link)
I'm sure others did.

It was pretty scary overall. But we made it through.
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[personal profile] burndownforwhat 2018-08-17 11:20 am (UTC)(link)
And our fair share of foot-in-mouth moments.
Or at least, for me...

I promise you I'm not normally like *that*. I feel like I need to make it up to you in a way that's not "untoward".
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[personal profile] burndownforwhat 2018-08-17 06:35 pm (UTC)(link)
I rarely miss a show when she's part of the roster. She's the only reason I go, actually.

What about the



How are you feeling these days?

Physically.
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[personal profile] burndownforwhat 2018-08-17 06:54 pm (UTC)(link)
That's good! I'm guessing you figured out the whole food situation?
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[personal profile] burndownforwhat 2018-08-17 07:02 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm glad to hear it.

But if you


If there's a need for




Look, you know what I'm trying to offer, right?
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[personal profile] burndownforwhat 2018-08-17 07:32 pm (UTC)(link)
That just shows they care.
Or they could be masochists but that's not me. I care.

And I don't want to brag. But I may have a one-up on most people in this field. I can heal from injuries much, much faster now. I can promise I'm clean, too.


[ since she also remembers some of the other things from that night and the way "Yin" behaved and looked. it was a brief "damn girl, you live like this??" moment. it's gone now. ]
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[personal profile] burndownforwhat 2018-08-17 07:55 pm (UTC)(link)
The way I see it, it's a chance to help someone. I doubt there's an easy way to get it from, say, a blood bank or hospital. Imagine the looks you'd get. Or the police attention...

I wasn't even thinking about the taste. As for the smell, I keep myself pretty clean for someone who spends hours at the gym every day.


[ it's tough to say if she would smell better or worse than Yin given the circumstances. she is in a better state overall, but still has her hang-ups, fears, imagined trauma, and relationship drama.

oh, but having her mom coming into town for a week starting tomorrow will definitely change all that. ]
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[personal profile] burndownforwhat 2018-08-17 08:01 pm (UTC)(link)
No, it's fine! No offense taken.

And I remember talking about the hospitals before. What was it - "back channels"?


[ god she even remembers LAUGHING about that and the phlebotomy thing now. ...good thing this isn't voice because she can't help but snicker a bit at the pun. it's crude but. it was good. ]
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[personal profile] burndownforwhat 2018-08-17 08:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Believe me, I'm not about to pry into anything that could get me in trouble by proxy. I have a career to think about.

But it just brings me back to the offer. At least think about it? I don't want to push, but if it's something I can do to help you feel better and, like I said, it's no harm to me. Then I want to do it.

I owe you one.
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[personal profile] burndownforwhat 2018-08-17 09:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Heh. It won't be what keeps me up at night, trust me.
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[personal profile] burndownforwhat 2018-08-17 09:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Someone has to keep the super late crowd entertained, right?

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