(text) a completely hypothetical question

[blacksong]

[The only reason Rose is posting this is because she thinks it's going up anonymously, but what's one more effort blowing up in her face when that's all she's gotten for the past. Forever, right! Besides, she didn't actually bother to put back her name in when prompted, so everyone gets to see this post from just another asshole instead.]

okay so hear me out

let's say there was some crazy alien parasite infesting you that wanted to
idk destroy the entire world or something
end all of humanity at the very least
now you could live and let all that bullshit happen
i mean god knows how long you'll even be okay with something like that living in you
but anyways
you could do that or you could... you know, die

what would you pick

also before anyone asks: yeah i should probably get therapy but who doesn't need that on this app

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[dejerate]

Well, considering the Seraph of the End project I was apparently experimented on for has something to do with the apocalypse or whatever or bringing people back from the dead. I dunno. I guess, if it meant avoiding hurting or killing people I cared about. I'd prefer that. If there's no way to stop it or something.

[blacksong]

jeez
just how many people do we have here who remember being world-ending monsters or some shit

but yeah avoiding hurting people i care about is really the main goal here

[dejerate]

I dunno how many. If there's a list though, add me to it.

But yeah. I feel the same. You're not the only one.

[blacksong]

i'm sorry to hear that
honestly
it's a fucking shitty situation to be in

[dejerate]

Not like I'm the only one dealing with bad memories or worrying about what powers I might get back. Lot of us probably are. Just not necessarily screaming about it to everyone that can hear or that will listen.

But yeah. Sucks that this is a thing for so many of us.

[blacksong]

i'd say there's a difference between bad memories and "if i live then literally everyone dies"
but that's just my take

[dejerate]

That is basically why my parents in my memories tried to kill me.

But yeah. I know I'm not the only one to remember things I'd rather not. None of us get a say in this.