Text - Kind of Freaking out Here

[true_noir]

Chloe Bouchard 3/21 near Viea

This is awful, and I do not know how to cope with this at all. Anyone with relationship advice please speak with me, because I am having a very serious problem right now due to these visions we keep having.

[Somebody got another memory regain recently, and it might have involved kissing someone who was totally not Chloe's girlfriend in France. And, while accidents might have happened over the course of several years here in America, she'd been good about being faithful, so the memory was seriously disturbing, especially because she had felt more in love in that memory than she ever had in her 'real life,' and it was giving her a major problem.

And she couldn't go to the father confessor, because seriously, how do you talk to a catholic priest about that sort of thing? Short answer? You don't.]

Comments

[me_matey]

and thats okay, shit can be like that sometimes, it doesnt make it real.

relax. we got a boat ride this weekend. make it to that for me, okay? and we'll work from there.

[true_noir]

That's right, we do. I wouldn't miss out on it. I could use something to take my mind off of this, so let us agree. No talk about visions or retrospec while we sail?

[You know, assuming nobody had a flashback in the process...]

[me_matey]

exactly. were gonna be okay.

[true_noir]

One way or another, we will find a way to deal with these things. I have to keep believing that, one way or another. Otherwise, I will just get myself in a funk that never ends.

[me_matey]

like a little fish once said just keep swimming

[true_noir]

That is proving to be a difficult lesson for me lately, but it doesn't make it a bad lesson to learn. I will simply have to keep working at swimming so I don't drown in the emotional confusion.

But enough. I've had a few people kicking me around, and I feel a little better. Not much, honestly, but a little. I'll still be freaking out for a while I think, but I can deal with this.

[me_matey]

freaking out is okay. i freaked out too. but gotta keep going.

[true_noir]

Agreed. And if you need someone to talk to about those freak-out moments, feel free to speak with me. It is only fair, after all. It certainly seems that we have a wide variety of them, after all.

[me_matey]

we thick as thieves now, girl. any shit you gotta face you aint gonna face alone

ride or die

[true_noir]

So it would seem. I appreciate knowing that I'm not alone and that someone else relies on me in the same way. It's reassuring, all things considered. Thanks.

[me_matey]

u aint gotta thank me for it, homegirl. u earned it

[true_noir]

Through thick and thin then. I will see you soon, May. I should be much calmer then.