Text - Kind of Freaking out Here

[true_noir]

Chloe Bouchard 3/21 near Viea

This is awful, and I do not know how to cope with this at all. Anyone with relationship advice please speak with me, because I am having a very serious problem right now due to these visions we keep having.

[Somebody got another memory regain recently, and it might have involved kissing someone who was totally not Chloe's girlfriend in France. And, while accidents might have happened over the course of several years here in America, she'd been good about being faithful, so the memory was seriously disturbing, especially because she had felt more in love in that memory than she ever had in her 'real life,' and it was giving her a major problem.

And she couldn't go to the father confessor, because seriously, how do you talk to a catholic priest about that sort of thing? Short answer? You don't.]

Comments

[caelestialis]

What's wrong? I can try to help you out to the best of my abilities.

[true_noir]

I kissed her! I was kissing her in that vision, that girl that I keep seeing! What do I do about this? I couldn't be kissing her!

[caelestialis]

[ okay wait she needs some context to this...! ]

You've been seeing a girl in your visions? Can I ask how long has that been happening? And what were the visions like prior to this one?

[true_noir]

I have been seeing visions since about a week after the app downloaded onto my phone. She has appeared in those visions since earlier this month. The contents are a bit long-winded for me to go into right now. I am not thinking clearly as it is.

[caelestialis]

No, I understand. Thank you for telling me all you can about this.

I can see why you feel conflicted, I think. She must have seem important to keep appearing in the visions and for this to turn up out of the blue? Quite a plot twist to face. Are you looking for advice about how to address this to her if you ever run into the person or something else?

[momentaryspring]

Uh. Hope you're all right.

[ no relationship advice forthcoming, n o p e ]

[true_noir]

How could I be alright? I was kissing a stranger, a woman I do not remember knowing in the first place. There is nothing alright about this, Ryoga! I do not know what to do about this.

[momentaryspring]

Well... it's not that bad, is it? There could be some reason why you were

Kissing her

For instance, maybe you were helping her rehearse for a play.

[ Why did Chloe get more action than he did? ]

[true_noir]

Yes, because I was in love with her and wished to do things with her. I remember the emotions I was feeling very clearly. And believe me, this was no play Ryoga. I refuse to speak of the details in public.

[Seriously! Children might see! It was scandalous!

Also, she really didn't in her memory. That kiss was totally not returned.]

[momentaryspring]

Oh.

Are you going to tell your girlfriend?

[trivialization]

'Having visions' is a matter of concern a few steps beyond the aid of relationship advice, I should think.

But please explain, if I can suggest anything I will.

[true_noir]

It is relationship advice about what was seen in the vision. I was kissing someone who is not my girlfriend, someone I had seen in these visions before. This is intolerable, because I cannot get her out of my mind!

[trivialization]

If I was seeing something like that, though unbidden, it would stay in my mind too.

Are you worried that it might have happened? Or is it only the thought that is the problem?

[true_noir]

I am very much worried that it may have happened. I am happily in a relationship, and though the distance has been troubling at times, I have tried not to lapse on that loyalty for several years!

[Ok.... she'd kind of kissed Emilie when she'd gotten drunk one night, but it hadn't gone past that, and they'd both remained just friends. But that was sort of the point. She wasn't a cheater!]

[trivialization]

[Catherine has... a perhaps more stereotypically blase attitude towards infidelity; such things are not to be applauded, of course, but they do happen. In the course of human events, as they say.]

Well, whether it happened or not, it's a matter out of your control now. In the past. I think the more important question is whether you should meet this girl in the future. Do you feel like you wouldn't be able to control yourself?

[bold_in_deed]

uh oh. trouble in paradise?

[true_noir]

I had a vision of kissing someone who is not my girlfriend. I am trying to figure out what to do about this.

[The circumstances of that kiss were far more salacious than she was letting on, which was part of why she was freaking out. But how could she tell people that she'd been naked with this woman?]

[bold_in_deed]

I take it it's one of those weird memory or hallucination moments people have been having?

[true_noir]

Very much so. Are you still fortunate enough not to have had many of them yet? I almost envy you in a way.

[bold_in_deed]

not to my knowledge, no. i wonder if it's just a matter of time.

[me_matey]

girl

calm down

its not cheating if it didnt actually happen

and as far as u know it didnt

[true_noir]

No, you're right. I'm letting it get away from me. I think the others are trying to say the same. I'm just bothered. It was so vivid, so real.

[me_matey]

and thats okay, shit can be like that sometimes, it doesnt make it real.

relax. we got a boat ride this weekend. make it to that for me, okay? and we'll work from there.

[true_noir]

That's right, we do. I wouldn't miss out on it. I could use something to take my mind off of this, so let us agree. No talk about visions or retrospec while we sail?

[You know, assuming nobody had a flashback in the process...]

[me_matey]

exactly. were gonna be okay.