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Émilie Écarlate shared a photo.
04/01 near Peach Beach

My trip to the beach went on for a bit longer than expected. Still, I got this shot of sunset over the sea.

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I prefer ladies with a little more class, if I am honest.
Who is this girl again?

Her name is Morgan, but I seem to have lost touch with her. She doesn't appear on the app list anymore. But I think my attempts might take a back seat for a little while anyway. They may not be the best timed for you.

[Besides, she remembered someone might have had a crush on Vera.]

(OOC: Sadly, she juuuust dropped.)

Ah, unfortunate.

Well... You know Vera? My feelings are... not quite romantic, if I think about it. Perhaps it's because she and I knew each other as little girls.

I wasn't going to say the name on this app. I don't always trust them not to muss it up somehow. But I do recall that conversation. I was curious if you were thinking of approaching her.

Ah, not in that way, I'm afraid.

A pity, but you will find that one. I have faith in this, Emilie. That perfect little romance is waiting to happen, but you know how I am. Always the romantic.

Hopefully someone real, right?

Please, do not remind me. I am still trying to forget images in my head of kissing some girl that does not exist. That was mortifying.

Ah, I've not quite heard of that yet...

Edited 2017-04-02 16:47 (UTC)

Oh lord.

I had a blow up on the network while you were out of town. One of my visions involved a girl I was having tea with in another. We were kissing, and the whole scene was incredibly stressful for me, for reasons I am sure you can guess.

I can certainly see why... Your girlfriend if blessed to have someone so loyal.

I am not even able to tell her about this, and I haven't told anyone, but we were naked in that dream. The sight of it was just mortifying. But, Emilie, this is not as easy as it once was.

She and I are growing more distant. Two years we have been apart, and she does not see the things I do in this place. It is causing a greater and greater strain as she seems not to understand anything of what I experience. I feel as if we are starting to grow apart, and that kills me a little. Seeing another woman I never met in my dreams has not helped.

I'm so sorry, Chloe. Is there anything I could do? A paid for visit to France, perhaps?

That is far too gracious of you, and as sweet as you are to offer something like that, I couldn't impose upon you. Thank you for thinking of me, but if these "Memories" are going to get in the way of our relationship in the end, I think you and I both know that they are going to get in the way, whether or not I am able to visit.

They might even if she lived here. If we cannot work this out somehow, I will have to figure something out. Mother, at least, is still mother. She worries constantly, but she is still healthy. It has just been stressful is all

I suppose two years apart is quite a strain on things by itself...

Facetime helps a lot, but knowing that the plan is to have her move out after college and me to work on getting a business of my own to receive her. It is a lot to plan, and her own plans may change.

Still, I should not let myself worry as much as I do.

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Émilie Écarlate shared a photo. 04/01 near Peach Beach
My trip to the beach went on for a bit longer than expected. Still, I got this shot of sunset over the sea.