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so hey, anybody else think it's kind of weird all of this stuff is happening lately and the 13th is on a friday this month? i am just saying.

but because of that, i want to ask you guys something! superstitions. do you believe in them? do you have them? what do you think about the really common ones like broken mirrors, walking under ladders, oooor…you know, black cats crossing your path? and by crossing i mean maybe like crossing and weaving through your ankles and probably tripping you on the sidewalk while following you around town?

just wondering. for no reason whatsoever.

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hm. that is a pretty shitty thing to do to us then.
what would be so important and special about the people we are remembering that they want to regrow them? if their lives ended already, what is the point?

[He doesn't fully agree with her, but he does find the topic interesting and wants to hear more.]

From what we've heard from Retrospec, to save worlds.

do you believe them?
mostly because it sounds sort of unbelievable.
on the one hand, it sounds unbelievable. on the other hand...maybe i sort of like some of the memories i am getting back.

I do not. If their intentions were pure, they would have no need of hiding it. If their goals were noble, they would be asking for help, rather than the rest of this. If they were honest, they would tell us what was going on, rather than refusing all communication. They are likely the source of all our problems.

that's looking at it in pretty black and white terms, isn't it?
i mean. maybe they do not actually know what is coming or what is going to happen, or they are cleaning up someone else's mess.
why face a bunch of angry people if you cannot answer all of their questions yet?

If that were the case, they could tell us that much.

would knowing they do not know what they are doing really change that much?
i mean...i know a lot of things about my old life now that i still do not entirely understand. but at the same time i am not sure i can be mad about it and even if i did understand there is not much i could do to change it.

Yes. I cannot trust that which I know nothing about. As of now, their motives and reasons are unknown. And they show no interest in working with us. They are belittling us and ignoring us.

i want to see what else they do before i decide, i think.
but i also have only been here for a month and a half.
i think…with everything i am learning about myself it is too early to say either way.
but i cannot say i blame anybody else for thinking that.

They are changing my body into something else. I have woken up with ears not my own. And a tail. The visions they have put in my head have caused harm to myself and others. Until I see evidence of other intent, I can only see them as evil.

like i said, i cannot blame anyone else for feeling that way.
especially given something like that.
hopefully we will figure something out soon.

Thank you for understanding. I fully intend to destroy Retrospec until we get answers.

and what happens after that?
are you hoping to find a way to go backwards then?

Exactly. I am a human. And I will remain that way.

good luck.
which is maybe ironic to say considering what i was initially asking about, but i mean it.

Ah, yes. Speaking of your initial question, is there perhaps a cat following you?

you could say i have a small furry stalker, yes.
i thought maybe she was lost, but i think it is becoming more clear that she knows me even if i do not remember much about her yet.

Is she one of the strays? I might know her if she is.

that depends. do you know any strays with four eyes?

I... cannot say I do. I would definitely know about a stray like that.

then i am going to guess the answer is "no" because that is definitely a thing that is going on here.

You should take it to a vet immediately.

i will probably make my roommate do it since he knows more about cats than i do. but that is fair enough.
i am not sure a vet will be able to diagnose anything for its four eyes is all.

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