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Has anyone here formed an opinion on their past (or other) self? Is it positive or is it negative? If negative, how do you deal with it?

She's a monster. Both in deeds and literally. I try not to think about it.

In deeds I understand but, if you're not human, doesn't that just make you "not human"?

From what I can tell she was a vampire. Certainly not human, but more than likely damned.

I see nothing wrong with being a vampire. That alone doesn't make you "damned", I think.

It'd be up to god in the end, I suppose...

I think there's a lot of things we can do before we get there.

I'm sure. I plan on living a full life.

Then I think that's what matters the most. It would be ridiculous to think that all vampires are inherently evil.

I'm not sure about that. They aren't real, anyway.

Wasn't that the same with chocobos?

Ah. Yes. The whole thing is still just weird.

I got added to the app when horses were just beginning to become real again. You can imagine how that was for me.

Oh, I can just imagine how confusing that would be. I've been on the app almost a year, and I was there when horses became 'unreal.'

Sounds difficult to deal with.