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sakunosuke 'hes not dead hes sleeping' oda ([personal profile] odasaku) wrote in [community profile] retrospec2018-01-11 11:56 pm

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Has anyone here formed an opinion on their past (or other) self? Is it positive or is it negative? If negative, how do you deal with it?
spes_phthisica: by nique (I told you when I came)

[personal profile] spes_phthisica 2018-01-16 02:11 am (UTC)(link)
no
I don't think it's excusable either

I think the old me thought of lost human lives as inevitable, and because he was good at it, he had to take them so that other people, better and kinder people, wouldn't have to
it wasn't something that needed to be justified to him, and that's something I just can't get over
I don't think I'll ever understand him
spes_phthisica: (Alexandra lost)

[personal profile] spes_phthisica 2018-01-16 02:52 am (UTC)(link)
I suppose you're right
I have a feeling that something is missing from a memory I already have, and maybe that will give me answes
and maybe you need to find out how the old you ended up where he did in the first place

either way, it's not like we have to like them
we're not the same as them, after all