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[vendettastool]

Yoon-sung Lee April 13 near Enprise

For all those that have been enjoying the Lost Fantasy series, good news: That rain of mail? Had some info from the mother ship regarding what's coming next. I think some people will be happy with this; no more stuck trying to get the Wolf Knight or Dragon Lord quests done. Stay tune while we work on some serious upgrades. But really, this is just an excuse for me to just babble. I've just realized it's been a year or more of this Retrospec nonsense and while I appreciate meeting all the people on here, it also feels a little hollow. Hollow? 내면이 서투른 손으로 비워졌다? No, empty. There are things that that other life faces and does that I could never do. As my PA says, it's like I am living a melo's hero life in those pieces of history. He does things that - jerk that I am - would never do... Which leads me to this question in the middle of the night: Is it nature that shapes a life, or is it nurturing? Which do you think drove your past self and their choices?

[ooc; fail!korean translations is: My insides have been emptied by clumsy hands.]

Comments

[thisloveisjustice]

I'll take door three, because even after almost a year of this, I still don't really know what it is that is motivating his choices. But if I had to take a guess, nurture, in the sense that there was a specific event that led to the path he took in his life.

[vendettastool]

I think we have a similar idea then with how mine has been going. I sometimes find it odd though, some of the actions he does he checks himself before doing them. Like two halves having a conversation or something.

[thisloveisjustice]

Checks himself before doing them? How do you mean?Like he starts to react to something, has a brief moment where he recognizes he could do something else, but then continues with the original reaction?

[vendettastool]

More like he starts to do something, stops and then decides on a nicer method than his immediately reaction. He's cold about it too.

[thisloveisjustice]

Huh. I kind of know what you mean. My guy's done something like that too. Though, he checked himself mostly because there were a bunch of other cops around.

[vendettastool]

I think he checks himself because he doesn't want to cross a line. I don't know. There's an anger to him and he just refuses to let it get in control.

[thisloveisjustice]

I think other-me could have taken a lesson from other-you in that.