Help? [Screened from Sora Pu'uwai]

[missingache]

Shiori Pu'uwai 4/17/18 near Tisse

So I've got a bit of a problem. These memories we've been getting showed me there's these creatures I used to deal with called Nobodies. It's weird, but they don't have hearts, but they look human. Most of them. Some are really weird looking gray monsters. There was guys in black coats too that were Nobodies. They were the human kind. I don't get why they looked human but the monster ones didn't. I was good about ignoring the memories until I remembered that I'm apparently one of them??? And it's making me wonder how we can tell if we have hearts in the first place? Not the beating in your chest to keep you alive kind. What's the point of a heart since emotions are chemical reactions? Is not having one okay? My biggest question is: how do I tell my twin that I'm not human and we're not related in a way that won't make them have a complete breakdown???

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[missingache]

He's the one who brought it up first a few months ago. Now I've got an answer for him.

[nachetanya]

[ . . . Ah. ]

Okay!

I guess I'm just being sensitive. I've got family who aren't there at all in my memories.

[missingache]

Does that make you sad? Not having them show up?

[nachetanya]

[ Terrified, more like. But. ]

It does, but well...

I guess I just try not to linger on it! I try to think about growing up with them this time around.

[missingache]

Even if all the memories growing up aren't that good?

[nachetanya]

I haven't lived your life!

My memories of my family are warm, if yours aren't then... Like I said, I was projecting some. Sorry.

[missingache]

No, it's not that. It just seems a little like denial to think there's only good memories. Shouldn't you take the good with the bad?

[nachetanya]

Oh!!

I couldn't deny that if I tried! ♥

There's no need to dive into my traumas, of course. I just meant that time growing up, ultimately, was warm.

[missingache]

I can't say I had the same warmness, but it wasn't all bad.

1/2

[nachetanya]

So that's probably more for you and people who know them better to work out. ... Oh! And sorry I didn't go to your birthday, I thought I'd have to explain myself ♥

[nachetanya]

So tell me about Nobodies!

[missingache]

It's fine, it was just a bunch of people there for Sora, so it might not have been that fun.

I don't remember that much about them. I can share what I know I guess?

[nachetanya]

If you're willing! I'd love to know what the not-human-looking ones looked like! And were the human looking ones entirely human?

♥ your biggest fan!

[missingache]

It'd be easier to draw them and show them off in person. And yeah, the human ones were in pretty human bodies. Down to having to sleep.

[NATALIA YOU'RE KILLING HIM]

[nachetanya]

Oh, if you want to draw them then please do!

[missingache]

They're hard to describe without an aid since there's so many...

[nachetanya]

You mean you can't describe them with say, prose?

[missingache]

It would be pretty long prose for each and the would all start with predominantly gray, sleek bodies with no faces, non-traditional limbs, and a weird symbol somewhere on them. They all move in unique ways, some have weapons, and they're all really creepy.

Like, there's one that looks like it has spikes for arms that sinks into the ground to "hunt". Had one of those following me around when all that fog hit the town. It wasn't moving as much as it was slithering after me really slowly but never attacked me. Just stalked.

[nachetanya]

Oh my Gosh!! I would love to learn more about them though. That sounds fascinating.

So it's like a mole... or more like ooze?

[missingache]

I guess? They're creepy to me.

More like a swirl of darkness.

[nachetanya]

Pictures! I'd love to see pictures, if you can really do them!

[missingache]

I can try. Might take a bit since I don't really have anything to draw with at home.

[nachetanya]

I can wait!

[missingache]

You really want to see them that bad?

[nachetanya]

Absolutely!