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[recollecters]

Ṭ̢͕̲̫̬̫̜̘͈͓̜̣̪͖ͅḩ̴̫̲̰̞̜̻̪͝͞e̵̛͍̭̙̹̜̥̗̻̫̝̬͔̩̪̭̣r̴̸̲͍̫̳̹̟̩̤̝͇̭̯̻̼̜ȩ͍̯̼̲ ͉̮̠̙̥̹̹̤̭̮͖̝̕͟ś̯̺̥͉̝͉̻̘̕e̴̼̠̖͓̯̻̪̥͓̻̱̪͓̯͝ͅe̶͘͞҉̖͕̳̻͉͍͍͈̝̭̱̘ͅm̶̧̪̩͈͍̖͈̀͡s̢̛͉̻̦̺̣̹͉̻̠͚̘̪͓̰͜͞ ̱͍͎͚̮̯̲̕̕͜t̢̨̝̝̮̫̫̀o̧̠͕̻̹̟̭͉͢ͅ ̗̲͇͓̟͈̜̜̝̣͇̻̟̥͚̥͢͜b̨͍̪̥̻̜̻̥̟̩̝̙̠̹͠ẹ̢̞̥̝͈̣̗̱̰̩̟̘̫̻̤̹̦̼̕͜͡ ̵̡̞͕͍̲̥̖͚͎͈̖̝̠̝̟̬͙̗̝ͅa͏̭͔̙͖̘̀n̩̥̪͕̳̱̟̜͟͜͡ ̢̤̬̹̬̤̤̳̯̣̳͇̜̺̭̕errore̛̛͢҉̣̣̤̦̥̟̠̜̲̘̮̦̼͉͇͕̠͈ͅr̢̛̲̳̟̹͡r̨̕͏͇̭̠͙̥̪̜̳̟̞̤̥̗̠͜͟o̶̱̳̯̰͈̖̳͍̦̙̙̙̟̝̼̪̩̟̕͢͜r̸҉̞̲̞͕̻̜̫͚̤͍.̡̛̗̰͙̗̗͖̥̩̳̩͔͖͙͔͢͠͞ ̷̙̤̜̺̖͇̜̤̦̳̗̳̮̲C̷̹̜͚͎̬̰͎̜͖͈̭̲̕á̵̸̡̛̝̭͕̖̰̘̮̻̫̻̳̰͔͔̥̟̤̬ͅn̢͖̥̰͔̣̬̭̟͝ͅ ͘͢͞͏̻̠͚͕͈̖̖͔̹͢á̡̞̯̞̣͙̥̕͢͝n̨̜̳̺͙̞͘͟͞ͅy̢͘͢͞҉̝͎̲̬̭͍̜̝ ̵̧͉̣̳̻͖̻̹͎o̡̠̘̦̤̗̜͙̬̼̦̻̤͍͉̹̮̖̪̬͢f̸̫̠͔̙̥̻͇̺̪̜̤̫̗̳͜͢ ̶̧̛̝̖̠͓̹͜͝ý̸̛̜̠͖͈ọ̧̬̭̙̼͓̪̝͕͢͜u̧҉̫̝̳̩͙͕̺͇̣̺̪̫͔̹̲ͅ ̡͉͈̜̳͕̳̬̝͖̭̪̀ͅr̸͈̺̞͎ȩ̯̜̻̺̺͘͝͞à̶̪̜̭͉ḓ̴̪̜̬͓͕̀͘͠ ̀҉̱̣͎͉͞ͅread-onlyt҉̷̴̹̮͍̦̹̟̲̲̲̘͢͝h͏̸͍̱͖̼͖̻͕̮͚̭̪͉̦͖̺͠i̵̵̢̪̱͈̻̺͔̻̣̯͕͖͖̣̼̖̠͇͜͢ͅs̵̨̨̤̮͖̦̳̰̱̙͕̦͈̗͢?̵͚̱͇̮̤̖̜̥̲͖̣͙̻̦̫͔̝̤̪͝ ̮̲̼̻͚̩͓͔͘͠ͅI͔͔̹̞͍̥̭̣͜͝͡'̶̞̺͍̻͖͔͖̟̩̬͈̖̬̘͚̞͉͢m̛͖̤̟̖̦͈͓̀͡ͅ ̴̢̧̛͚̪̦͔̱͖̠̹̫̥͉͉̘̖̠͎̱ͅs̵̢̬͉̩̜̪̣̳͚͇̮͈̜̘̰͞o̢̧̡̮̺͚̼̻͍̠̪͈͍̝̜̣̞͈̭͖͘͠ ̶͈̹͍̱̖̪͙͙̻̝͕͓̟̲̙́͢͜͞ş̛̗͓̠̣̮̳̩͙̬͡o̩͔̳͓̩̭̠̜͕͈̼̻̘̬͓̭̮̫͚͘͟r̷̷̰̜̺̫̦͚͚̯͉͍̙ͅr̸̡̩̳̗͎̼̣̞̭̹̟̣̘̤̺ỳ̴̵̱͇͇͚͓̝̬̥̤̗̞̲̥̣̗̼̫,̶̴̩̫̲͍͖̪̲̝̖͈̯̯̼̕so sorry ̴̵̵̶͔͓͖͓̺̘̙͠ẁ̵̢̢̨͖͎̙̝e̷̢̳͓̲̝͙̳̫͓̯̭͕ͅ'̛͎̭̯̮̯̟̖̦̪̘̙̫̦͇̘́͞͝ṛ̶̴̷̨̡̥̹̝̭̰̖̱͙͇̗̗͙̝̦̙e͢͡҉̢͈̦͔̭͍̭͇ ̴̡̨̛̹͉̫̣̩̰̣̮͔͖̠͙͈͖͎͉͡h̸͍̖̭̟͕̳͇͓̜͉̪͈̩̤͘ͅá̛̪̼̩̳̘͎̳͎̲̤̙̩̫͇̗̳͕͖͡ͅv̸͈͈̠̟͈̱̤͟ì̡̙͕̥͎̜͓̻͙͢n̵̗͍̥̯̟͕͇̫͍͘͜͡͞g͏̨̛̝͔͙̲̝́̕ ̧͉̣͓͈̝̟͙͚͈̳͚͍̙̺̰̭͢͝t̠͚͙̥̠̬̯͚̗͜͡r̥̙̼̬̹͠ͅo͏̛̘̘̲͎͎̙̼̠͈͙̜͎̳̜͎̘͡͠u̡̮͍̰͍̟̕͜͟b̶̟̲̻̱̤̺̣̜̪̬͓̮̕l̡͡҉̷͍̘̪͍̱̕ͅe̵̵̞̗̣͎̻͕͍̯̞͜.̵̧̨̮̩̝̙̟̺̼͚͙̘͉́ Joanne Wiseman Technician 2nd class Retrspec Incorporated Per the mod plotting post, you may use this post to obtain one of this month's freebies! This month's freebie can be earned by turning in a thread on this post that has 10 or more consecutive comments from you. Please feel free to use this post as a network mingle. Every toplevel can be considered a new post, and threadjacking is permitted. No NPC response will be given. Usernames are the character's full real AU names, not aliases or chosen nicknames or usernames, and seemed to have filled themselves in; nothing characters do can change or obscure their names currently.

Comments

[manufactured]

Do you think I do?

I'm putting forth effort into understanding him, because rejecting him entirely and agonizing over everything he did was proving unsustainable. The fact that I would have that reaction to begin with likely says enough.

[blondferret]

When I posed the question, I wasn't sure what you thought of your past self.

So you were agonizing over the crazy stuff he did then? So you've just accepted that your other self had a shit ton of issues or something?

[manufactured]

I'm aware of what his issues were; rather than simply writing him off as an inherently evil human being and considering that acceptable, I'm making an attempt to understand him. I find nothing wrong with that, so long as understanding doesn't turn to sympathy.

The things he did were certainly worth agonizing over, however.

[blondferret]

What else did he do?

[manufactured]

I'm content to leave it at the notion that he was a terrible person for now.

[blondferret]

Yikes. That bad huh?