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[steadycourse]

I'm assuming that others also received a word, mine is 'beta!' I'm still uncertain what that really means, but maybe we should do a tally and go from there!

Anyway, I do have two other questions that I wish to ask! So, I'm going to ask!

Question 1: Has anyone heard of the name 'Kiyotaka Ishida?' I assure you that is not my name, I'm Kiyotaka Ishimaru, but I've been getting strange messages about him! From what I've gathered, he's a college student with blonde white hair.

Question 2: How would you define a 'moral compass?' Is it really possible to be the um, best in that? An ultimate moral compass??

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[promisedyou]

I don't think you want to know what the whole 'beta' thing means...

Also to answer your first question: hearing about that makes me feel more and more like I was right all along. And I do remember you having that hair color, but I thought that the last time we met, you decided for a change. Or well, maybe I just didn't want to think about it too hard.

[steadycourse]

Eh?! But it seems important to know!

So... Ishida is the person I really was? Between these strange messages and what we discussed before...

What about now?

[promisedyou]

Usually it refers to like... sexual stuff.

And I want to think so, actually.

[steadycourse]

W-WHAT?! HOW CAN THE GREEK ALPHABET BE SEXUAL?!

You mean, you prefer when I was "Ishida?"

[promisedyou]

I'm not explaining ABO to you. Unless you really want me to? Someone might get mad at me if I do, though. ☆

It's not a matter of preference... but rather, which is fabricated or not, I guess? Because it kind of scares me if memories can be changed or falsified.

[steadycourse]

ABO??? If it's sexual, it's probably not connected to why we've been assigned these words! At least I hope not! I'm not engaging in sexual activities with others!!

Then is my entire life right now fabricated?? I don't like the thought of that!!

[promisedyou]

Well, you don't have to be having sex in order to be assigned that sort of thing. Although I kind of hope it's not related to that, since then I'd have to yell about being called a beta.

It's possible... I've thought about it before. Like if our memories in Recolle overall were all fabricated for some reason. Not just any memory altercations, but the ones we have now, before we got the application. I don't like it.

[steadycourse]

What's wrong with being a beta?

So, you're saying that even 'Ishida' might be fake? But there are people that know us that don't have the application!

[promisedyou]

Geez... do you really want to know that badly?

That might be true. But who's to say that those without the application are entirely 'real'? I mean, people who get off the application forget that all of this exists, after all.

[steadycourse]

Just give the most basic and nonsexual version that you can!

That would imply that our family isn't real either. That can't be true. Everything my father has been through isn't just made up!

[promisedyou]

I can't believe I'm explaining this to you. It deals with people having defined 'biological roles' -- you know, like some animals do? Usually deals with like, werewolves.

Also I don't like the idea as much as the next person. It's just a theory though, so don't think too much on it.

[steadycourse]

Okay... that doesn't sound too bad, even though we shouldn't be defined by those sort of things!

Right, we should just continue living as we are! I still have goals to reach, that are real to me!

[promisedyou]

I don't think so either.

And yeah. We should.