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Elda Marker ([personal profile] matchbreaker) wrote in [community profile] retrospec2018-08-16 05:37 pm

Texts from Late Night

[ Posted sometime around like four in the morning: ]

Has anyone else found themselves falling in love with someone in those memories we all get? That might feel a little extreme, but the face has been sticking with me for a while now.
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[personal profile] burndownforwhat 2018-08-17 03:29 am (UTC)(link)
That's good that you - or she - had someone like that to be with.

And I'm usually up at 5 am sharp to hit the gym. I just couldn't stay asleep long enough tonight, that's all.
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[personal profile] burndownforwhat 2018-08-17 05:54 am (UTC)(link)
I usually get 8 hours every night.

Oh. That's right, you're Satsuki's


[ she didn't mean to send the message. she meant to go back and delete it and say literally anything else but well. after recalling again where she knew this woman from (or thought she had) and now realizing Satsuki's told her about their relationship before...

yeah. what else is there to say? ]


I'm sorry
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[personal profile] burndownforwhat 2018-08-17 06:04 am (UTC)(link)
Absolutely nothing I said or did that night was what I'd call "fine".
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[personal profile] burndownforwhat 2018-08-17 06:10 am (UTC)(link)
It's the same way for me, too. I could blame the drinks...

And now you know why I stay away from the stuff.


[ which is the. complete opposite opinion to that night. ]
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[personal profile] burndownforwhat 2018-08-17 06:18 am (UTC)(link)
I'm sure others did.

It was pretty scary overall. But we made it through.
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[personal profile] burndownforwhat 2018-08-17 11:20 am (UTC)(link)
And our fair share of foot-in-mouth moments.
Or at least, for me...

I promise you I'm not normally like *that*. I feel like I need to make it up to you in a way that's not "untoward".
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[personal profile] burndownforwhat 2018-08-17 06:35 pm (UTC)(link)
I rarely miss a show when she's part of the roster. She's the only reason I go, actually.

What about the



How are you feeling these days?

Physically.
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[personal profile] burndownforwhat 2018-08-17 06:54 pm (UTC)(link)
That's good! I'm guessing you figured out the whole food situation?
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[personal profile] burndownforwhat 2018-08-17 07:02 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm glad to hear it.

But if you


If there's a need for




Look, you know what I'm trying to offer, right?
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[personal profile] burndownforwhat 2018-08-17 07:32 pm (UTC)(link)
That just shows they care.
Or they could be masochists but that's not me. I care.

And I don't want to brag. But I may have a one-up on most people in this field. I can heal from injuries much, much faster now. I can promise I'm clean, too.


[ since she also remembers some of the other things from that night and the way "Yin" behaved and looked. it was a brief "damn girl, you live like this??" moment. it's gone now. ]
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[personal profile] burndownforwhat 2018-08-17 07:55 pm (UTC)(link)
The way I see it, it's a chance to help someone. I doubt there's an easy way to get it from, say, a blood bank or hospital. Imagine the looks you'd get. Or the police attention...

I wasn't even thinking about the taste. As for the smell, I keep myself pretty clean for someone who spends hours at the gym every day.


[ it's tough to say if she would smell better or worse than Yin given the circumstances. she is in a better state overall, but still has her hang-ups, fears, imagined trauma, and relationship drama.

oh, but having her mom coming into town for a week starting tomorrow will definitely change all that. ]
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[personal profile] burndownforwhat 2018-08-17 08:01 pm (UTC)(link)
No, it's fine! No offense taken.

And I remember talking about the hospitals before. What was it - "back channels"?


[ god she even remembers LAUGHING about that and the phlebotomy thing now. ...good thing this isn't voice because she can't help but snicker a bit at the pun. it's crude but. it was good. ]
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[personal profile] burndownforwhat 2018-08-17 08:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Believe me, I'm not about to pry into anything that could get me in trouble by proxy. I have a career to think about.

But it just brings me back to the offer. At least think about it? I don't want to push, but if it's something I can do to help you feel better and, like I said, it's no harm to me. Then I want to do it.

I owe you one.

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