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retrospec2018-09-16 09:12 pm
admiringly) wrote in retrospec2018-09-16 09:12 pm
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[ Alpha#03012858 ]
hi!!
i'm still getting used to this phone
(i really miss my actual phone it has to to super dead by now don't you think?)
i wanted to invite all of you to talk about the people who used to be on the app but aren't anymore
i feel like the more i think about the people i miss the less they seem to be missing
does that make sense?
it may be a little sad but i think talking about them will help
what do you love about the people you miss?
what do you wish you could tell them?
what was one of your favorite things you did with them?
is there a habit they had that you picked up?
who do you wish would get retrospec back
who are you glad doesn't have retrospec anymore
anything really!
let's talk about everyone so they don't disappear into this
whatever this digital world? video game world? we're in
hi!!
i'm still getting used to this phone
(i really miss my actual phone it has to to super dead by now don't you think?)
i wanted to invite all of you to talk about the people who used to be on the app but aren't anymore
i feel like the more i think about the people i miss the less they seem to be missing
does that make sense?
it may be a little sad but i think talking about them will help
what do you love about the people you miss?
what do you wish you could tell them?
what was one of your favorite things you did with them?
is there a habit they had that you picked up?
who do you wish would get retrospec back
who are you glad doesn't have retrospec anymore
anything really!
let's talk about everyone so they don't disappear into this
whatever this digital world? video game world? we're in
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[ just saying 'i wuv my fwends' is too hard, huh.
--wAIT A WET SLOPPY STINKY SECOND ]
...A cute tiger? Shuji said Atsushi is a tiger? That's...
I regained a distinct memory of a white tiger trying to maul me for what I assume was no good reason. It's a shame I only found this out now, after the fact that man is gone.
There was nothing cute about him or that tiger. Shuji is far too generous with his compliments.
While he wasn't rude initially, his overall personality was just insufferable. I would see him come across as amicable with others, but personally, I found him to be too oversensitive and high-anxiety. You couldn't say a word to him without him being offended or upset. He was too annoying.
[ absolutely not ok, never, he doesn't even want to think about that big-headed, bad-haired, stupid stupid doOFUS WHO USED TO GIVE HIM FREE CUPCAKES... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...
goddamnit... akutagawa is now smooshing his little hand squisher grippy guy in a silent fit of...complicated rage. he has never missed a single person before in his life and he refuses to start now, okay!!! ]
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chiyo thinks she's got some of his number now. ]
friends always have a way of making a bad time better!
the support they give is irreplaceable don't you think?
well there could be another atsushi out there? so it could be a different one but that is what he said
about a.... [ hold on she's scrolling up ]
nvm he didn't give a last name!
but um a tiger that tries to attack people isn't cute so maybe it's not the same one?
what were the kinds of things you said to him?
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Well, it's certainly easier than working through this place alone.
...It's true though. There are some whose support and acknowledgment is everything to me.
[ mostly nazuna's, but shuji's is up there too. ]
That is possible... Atsushi and I are intertwined somehow. I don't know how, aside from the fact he probably ate my face, and now I suppose I won't know so easily unless he returns with the app. I'm not desperate to understand my past self, so I'm not hopeful.
Apparently I was too harsh and negative. As I said, he was just oversensitive. I beat him with a stick *one time* and suddenly I'm his enemy.
I might have called him a nerd once, but he deserved it.
1/2
there is a problem here and she doesn't know how to solve it ]
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hehe i'm glad you have those people!
to be supported and acknowledged by your most important people makes all the difference!
do you not like the person who's in your memories?
i mean i don't feel negatively about the chiyo i get memories of but i do want to understand her
um...
it is possible you pushed a button when he was having a bad day and it left a bad impression
i know not everyone can get along so it's possible that your personalities just... don't mesh?
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[ ...holy shit, okay... aktgw... ]
I'm not really interested in him. Granted, I don't know much about him, but I get the impression that he's annoying. It's just something about his personality, and how he allows himself to be ruled by a certain person to the point where it makes me sick.
That's impossible. I have never done or said anything to him that could be construed as touchy, and even if I did, he had no problem speaking his mind and popping off like a fool whenever we came within a foot of each other.
Hm... I suppose that's a possibility. But, we found ourselves having a good time when we went on an outing to the Tanabata festival together. Granted, we were alone, and sharing food and playing games the whole time, so perhaps that had something to do with it. I have to say, I infinitely preferred him that day. I was finally able to see the cheerful and excited disposition he showed to everyone else. I don't think he irritated me even once.
[ but it wasn't a date, it DEFINITELY wasn't a date. ]
We only had that sort of..."get-together" once.
I don't miss him at all, but if we had the chance, and he was able to ask me without making an ass of himself, I suppose I wouldn't mind going on another...outing with him.
[ smoosh smoosh smoosh... squeeze squeeze squeeze... this little gripper guy is getting the workout of a lifetime right now. being the biggest and most ridic tsundere in recolle isn't a contest, but if it was, akutagawa would be winning. ]
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everyone deserves love and acknowledgement
hmm... i think i can sort of understand that feeling a little bit? not to that extent
but i remember the chiyo in my memories revolving around one person sometimes
i think it'll be rough for you if he's annoying to you because i don't think you can escape remembering more of him
i'm sorry
well...
i think that's positive!
if you had at least one time that you two had fun together and that you'd be willing to spend more time for him
that means maybe your personalities can work together!
it's easier to see the good sides of each other if there's nothing to be irritated about
you two could be friends?
[ a big question mark from chiyo ]
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Do you know *why* she's fixated on this person? I don't know the answer to that with the Akutagawa myself. Doubtless it's a stupid reason.
[ he keeps the fact the osamu dazai in his memories makes akutagawa feel like shit to himself. there are other intense feelings there too though, so many of them jumbled and yearning. ]
Is that how it is? It seems a little too good to be true. There's no way I could be friends with someone like him though. I refuse. Eventually, he would say something stupid once more, and would have a fit once I told him how dumb he sounded. Honestly, it's a mystery why so many people liked him. It's not like he gave free sweets to anyone but me.
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you don't have to exceptional to be special
i can recognize people just fine for what they do
no one is just ordinary to me
because everyone has something that is admirable about them!
oh yes i'm pretty sure her reason is different than akutagawa's
she had a really big crush
usually people like other people because of their personalities?
you don't have to agree with your friends about everything
you just have to like and respect them and have fun with them
but you don't have to be friends with him if you don't want to be