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Koutarou Takao shared a photo.
05/27 near Apprassage

One of the visions I had recently certainly was inspiring, so I have been drawing quite a bit of sketches. I ended up turning this one into a painting though, it's been a little distracting. I was wondering if anyone has seen anything similar, which is why I'm sharing one of them here. It was pretty eye-catching how the letters in the sky kept floating upward.

(( ooc: please ignore the characters at the bottom and the treasure chest, and pretend that the scenery continues underneath them. ))

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It would. She seemed to thrive on it, but I think there was something wrong with her, if I were being brutally honest.

“She”?

The girl in my hallucinations. I refuse to consider her to be me. Sorry for the confusion.

Oh, I see. That makes sense.

[ Should he think “his wife” about the wife he apparently has in the visions, too? ]

[Up to him. She wasn't judging. Hers was just kind of a killer, and she didn't want to admit to that being her at all.]

She's an unpleasant person to watch at times, so I can be very stubborn. Have you been having more problems with the hallucinations lately?

I don't think that's a bad sort of stubbornness.

Not problems, but a lot of confusion that I have yet to sort out properly.

You had some confusion over whether you were in a relationship, or the like, yes? I can't remember the details well. We hadn't spoken for a bit, and there's been a lot of chaos.

Well. I guess you could say that.

[ Apparently he definitely was, but it’s a bit hard to come to terms with, even though the memories of this “wife” came with an endless amount of love and warmth, so it probably is that way. ]

I am not necessarily the best to ask for advice, considering my own chaos, but if you ever want to talk to someone, I am available.

Thank you, I’m very grateful for the offer.

Anytime. I should let you go, unless you need more. I am sorry I don't have more to contribute right now.

That is alright, thank you for your time. I will talk to you later, Chloe-san.

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Koutarou Takao shared a photo. 05/27 near Apprassage
One of the visions I had recently certainly was inspiring, so I have been drawing quite a bit of sketches. I ended up turning this one into a painting though, it's been a little distracting. I was wondering if anyone has seen anything similar, which is why I'm sharing one of them here. It was pretty eye-catching how the letters in the sky kept floating upward.