[video/text] back-dated to 6/2

[longwei2go]

Jinjon Sawyl Longwei shared a video. 06/02 near Viera Village

Watch on YouTube is this the part where im supposed to thank someone that my eyes changed from blue to purple lot of good it did me with my tattoos i put a lot of sweat blood and money into those you bastards so this video of mine is dedicated to whoever is behind all this and to prove i can still do this with one arm

((OOC: obviously this cover is not the original artist, but something uploaded by Yin as cross-posted from her YT channel playing with her own custom kit. please use your imagination!))

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[longwei2go]

Yeah yeah, go tell it yourself, shorty. [ she chuckles on her way past her friend. ]

Hey, you don't still have that bent crowbar do you?

[me_matey]

Why, you need a backscratcher?

[longwei2go]

[ Yin takes the box out from under her arm and gives it a wiggle. something heavy inside thumps against the cardboard. ] Nah, I got my own. Might need it for something else...

[ she keeps walking until she can find a table to set it down on. all her movements are even more tense than on her video. ]

[me_matey]

... You sure you don't need a drink? Or anything? Even a shoulder rub? I think I can still do that...

I dunno, sorry, I'm just... you don't look good right now. I wanna help.

[longwei2go]

The whole point of being a hot mess is never looking good. [ she runs her fingers through her hair. ]

I might feel better after tonight. Or not. That's ... kinda why I came over. I need. [ Yin sighs. ] I need supervision. Or something. You're the only person I can trust with this.

[me_matey]

The more vague shit you say about this, the heavier it gets. Just come out with it, sis.

[longwei2go]

[ deep-suffering sigh. ]

I got a robot arm and you're going to watch me try it on and stop me if I try to, like, choke myself or something. [ Yin is too tired for all this shit. she is already opening the box to reveal that she wasn't shitting around about it being something cool. even if she sounds absent of enthusiasm. ]

[me_matey]

...

-Give her a second.-

...

-Okay a bit longer.-

What the hell?!

-There it is!-

[longwei2go]

Heh. That's what I said... mostly. [ seeing May flip out a bit was amusing, but she was serious about this. Yin starts to peel off the black guard she wraps around the end of her stump. ]

I had a cop look it over. It's some serious bleeding edge military shit, according to him, but no idea who the hell made it or even how they knew to get my size. Box said it came from Retrospec but this is a whole new level of stalking, even for them.

[me_matey]

Whoa whoa whoa, at ease there sailor, lemme have a look at it first. -May lifted her hand to Yang's, gripping her knuckles but not tightly, the other gingerly looking over the arm.-

The tech is one thing... But are you really, absolutely sure you want to put this one? I'm not talking about robot uprisings, I'm... talking about you. How you've lived your life, how you've dealt with... with what happened.

This is a huge step.

[longwei2go]

[ she stared down at her friend like the touch stung her, but didn't pull away. ] Sure? Hell no, I'm not sure, but I'm not talking about a life-changing decision here.

I'm not about to let a stupid fake arm tell me who I am or what I'm capable of. It's like... my sister's help with my drum kit. Yeah, I couldn't play much without it, but that thing doesn't define me! It's like I keep telling everyone. [ and lying through her teeth all the while, too. Yin always gets so defensive and angry about this shit, that's not new, but there's a passion in the way she's talking about it now. ]

[me_matey]

Hey, look at me, I was not one of the people who pushed you in either direction. Prosthetic, no prosthetic, I stood with whatever choice YOU made.

But... this is a big step. I don't want to see you get hurt. -The sort of hurt that couldn't be explained away as phantom limbs or incompatible technology. The sort of hurt that went beyond the ego and right to the id of the matter.-

You need to think about who you are... with and without this... and who you'll be once you have it.

[longwei2go]

You think I haven't been thinking? I couldn't get this damn thing out of my head ever since I opened that stupid box. Every time I dropped a glass, or stubbed my toe, or had to get someone to reach over to hold something for me I thought: "hey, fuck me running, wouldn't it be great if I could do this myself?"

[ Yin frowned hard. ] I wish I knew who I was anymore. It might seem like a stupid, small thing but — I look in the mirror now, with these new eyes of mine, and I don't even see myself anymore. If I still had my "normal" tone, it'd be taken away by this new fuckery happening. Then what?

[me_matey]

... Do you still think you'll be yourself, no matter what changes on the outside?

[longwei2go]

[ she took her hand away. ] Okay Miss Tough Guy, you don't see me getting my shrink on with you after you got your super powers, huh? Why's it gotta be different with me?

[me_matey]

-May shifted back in her seat, sighing.-

I dunno. A lot more shit has happened since then.

But if you wanna go through with this... I support it. No matter what happens to me, or to you, we're fam, got it?

[longwei2go]

That's why I need to try it out because if nothing else, I know you can probably crush this thing like a can and drop it in Retrospec's mail slot for me.

[ Yin picked up the arm and plopped down next to May. she took a deep breath to try and calm herself then smiled over at her friend. ] Ride or die.

[me_matey]

Ride or die.

I'll hold onto it while you slip in. -May picked up the arm. She wasn't sure how heavy a human arm should feel, but she guessed this was close. The plating was... not unlike the mix of fiberglass and steel that was the hull of the Mayship, but way beyond even that.- Whoa...

[longwei2go]

Thanks. [ that was pretty much the only other reason she came here. her family wouldn't be this understanding about the mystery gift but, more to the point, Yin wouldn't trust anyone else's grubby mitts all over her shiny new chrome arm.

though it's far from chrome. it's got a good heft to it but the alloys are unlike anything anyone's ever seen before. at least unless they were going to space, or putting a fighter jet together. ] Like I said, it's pretty cool, right? That guy said the alloys are something unreal. I should be able to pack a punch with it if he was telling the truth.

[ Yin lined up the now-bare stump with the socket and pushed forward. ] Twist it a bit, will ya?

[me_matey]

-May did so, eyes still locked on the arm itself.-

How... is it gonna work? I'm no doctor, but most prosthetics don't allow a lot of motor control...

[longwei2go]

Uhh, he sort of tried to explain that there's something inside the socket that hooks up to my nerves? I don't remember the word for it.

[ with a bit more shifting and pushing, her arm fit into that socket relatively easily. it startled her. ] Okay now... let go.

[me_matey]

Connect to the nerves? That sounds like it's gonna be a bitch, pain wise... Maybe I *should* get you some rum. -May let go, regardless. And... it didn't seem like Yin was in any pain. So far, so good...-

[longwei2go]

Trust me. I've felt worse. [ that's why she has primo prescriptions after all.

when the arm is on and May lets go, it just sort of... flops. stopping just short of Yin's thigh with a sudden jerk. ] Whoa! [ the motors, or gears, or whatever inside give a gentle whir even as the elbow bends sharply and she plants the clean palm smack dab into her nose. hard. ] OW! FUCK!

[me_matey]

-Don't laugh don't laugh don't laugh don't laugh don't laugh don't laugh don't laugh don't laugh DON'T LAUGH-

You uh... okay there, sis?

[longwei2go]

No, I'm fucking pissed! Ow! [ the red eyes go good with the bloody nose. she doesn't even realize right away that she's wiping it away with metal fingers. ]