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[lostapprentice]

who else feels like their "past self" should have remained dead? i can't be the only one.

unrelated: has anyone had the misfortune of being granted injuries or scars from their past lives?

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[lostapprentice]

it's not that i don't think it's possible. i'd like to have some confidence in the humanity of those who have that sort of power over us.

[He's pretty cynical, but he's not full on into existential despair just yet.]

i've been here for nearly as long, so i understand what you mean. they've been consistently aggravating, as well.

[godcards]

Well, good luck with that, I suppose...? I've given up any confidence in them long ago... But it's not like I can get rid of the app and rid myself of them entirely. I'm stuck, just like everyone else. Though I'd do more if I could... I hate waiting around.

[lostapprentice]

i understand the feeling on all accounts. i'm anxious to get anything from them that might let me do something more significant, but i'm trying not to rely on the possibility. i've been attending that fighting club and it's at least helped with the restlessness.

mostly, if i had already lost all hope and resigned myself to sitting around doing nothing, i probably would have broken more than a few things. i'm trying not to do that.

[godcards]

I've gotten several useless items from them, which doesn't help the theory that they're just joking around.

I find ways to busy myself. I've been in the building before, but it's empty. Direct action always yields better results... That's more fitting for my preferences. No employee contact means nothing to me, not being able to get in the building anymore means the same. Little to do that would make a difference.

[ Except he sure does like screaming into the void on official posts for hating it so much. Hmmm. ]

[lostapprentice]

so what sort of progress would satisfy you, if no contact with the employees or building makes no difference?

[godcards]

Absolute revenge.

[lostapprentice]

[ALRIGHT CALM DOWN THERE EDGELORD]

and how would you define that, exactly.

[godcards]

[ He's a teenager, It's Just A Phase. ]

Ideally, wipe Retrospec off the map.

[lostapprentice]

[Well. It's not like Ren didn't have some uh, Phases, himself.]

i suppose i can't entirely disagree with the idea...

i'd recommend refraining from calling it "revenge," though.