01; (Yakuza is a serious game about crime)

[judgementkazzy]

Kazuma Kiryu shared a photo. 10/7 near Bank of Recolle

Hi guys, I have kind of a weird question, so bear with me... Would you trust this chicken to manage your real estate properties? How much would you pay a chicken for a job like this? I wish I was joking, but I think past-me once employed a chicken. As a manager. Really.

Comments

[judgementkazzy]

Who we are now is different, sure.
I know sometimes the things we remember can be pretty bad.
But we were still like that before.

[ He's long-accepted he's a criminal... ]

[prometheanflame]

Even if it works like reincarnation, it's not like our personalities depend on those lives.

[judgementkazzy]

That's true.
Knowing what I know, I can look at the mistakes I made in the past and try to do better.
But they're still my mistakes.

[prometheanflame]

I see it more like watching someone else's life.

Maybe I was him in another universe, but I feel uncomfortable thinking of me and him as the same person.

[judgementkazzy]

I don't agree, but that's an interesting way to look at it.
With everything I've gotten, I just know that it was me.

[prometheanflame]

How do you do it?
This was easier when I thought of myself and the other Mohammed as different people.

[judgementkazzy]

It's easier to think of it as someone else, yeah.
But that doesn't make it true.
You have to accept yourself for who you were.

If you made mistakes, promise yourself you won't make them again.
That's the best we can do.

[prometheanflame]

And what if other my was a terrible person?
What if I saw myself be awful to a a friend of mine in the other world? Just treat him like nothing and walk away while he's slowly dying?
How am I supposed to be the same person as him?

[judgementkazzy]

Then you would know why you were like that.
You haven't lived the life you remember, so the choices you would make are different.
You can understand why, but that doesn't mean you'd do the same thing if you were in that situation now.

[prometheanflame]

I could have been him.
It's something that I don't want to think about.

[judgementkazzy]

I understand.
It's something to avoid.
But you can't avoid it if you don't know what to look for.

[prometheanflame]

And what was it that you looked for?

[judgementkazzy]

The reasons why you did it.

I know I joined the yakuza because I wanted to belong somewhere.
I wanted a family.
Knowing that, I know I wouldn't need to do that now.
I already have people I care about.
I don't need crime to fill that.

suicide cw

[prometheanflame]

...I set a friend of mine on fire and gave him a dagger before I walked away.

I told him to kill himself with it.

[judgementkazzy]

Damn.

[ Kiryu's not gonna say it, but that sounds super Yakuza. ]

Do you remember what he did?

[prometheanflame]

I don't know. I just remember seeing him lying on the ground on fire.

He showed up in my other memories. We traveled together, and I think I trusted him.

[judgementkazzy]

Something must have happened.

Maybe you'll remember why you did it, someday.